Be my superhero, won't you?

hai.

2012-02-26T22:21:00.001+08:00

I'm a nerd :D

The Lorien Legacies

Yes if you recognise it, it's the series in which I Am Number Four is in. I happened to read the second book yesterday, and it's pretty darn good (Y) A lot of tension. I like :D
In the Power of Six, the story is written in the point of views of John (aka Four) and Marina (aka Seven). I can't wait for the third book :)
The Rise of Nine.
Guess what is going to appear in my list there!<<<<<<

HEHE.
I'm surprised anyone read's a blog like this anw, it's BORING! And for my spazzing for books :D
Anddddddddd~~~~~~ HUNGER GAMES WOOOOOOOOOO :D I can't bloody wait!! JOSH HUTCHERSON Y U SO HOT. AND CUTE. #breadboyftw

And. I've been getting really sleep INCLUDING my weekends. Guess who drags me out of the bed with my two legs?? T_T
And lalalalallalaalalal I've been keeping a record of the number of hw i didnt hand in on time this year.
1. history seminar reflections
2. ace mindmap (no i haven't even handed it in. or completed)
Yayy me. Sian:/

OKAY I CANT WAIT FOR LORIEN LEGACIES BOOK #3. I regret not watching the movie. I shall watch it when I have time :D

Waiting ):

2012-01-29T22:02:00.003+08:00

One thing I really hate when I pick up a new book: the anticipation of a sequel.
I mean, I really love sequels, but what's the deal about them? One shots could be pretty good too.
I mean, YES I love sequels, but I hate waiting for them. Especially when the book I picked up was just published late last year (2011) or like THIS YEAR (2012). It just means that I would have to wait another year before it comes out. And who knows if they're going to drag on the release.
Example: Bitterblue.

I must have waited for this book for ages. This is the 4th year actually. I've waited it for bloody 3 years, thinking it would come out every year-.-

But then, the wait will be worth it in the end, no matter how sucky the book turns out to be (ahemahemahemmockingjayahem.) Especially if it's the last book. A lot of the books on the list is all at it's last. Sigh..
But there's new books I'm waiting for LOL. Poor me.

Jack and Jill

2012-01-26T22:52:00.001+08:00

Deadly Little Voices is plain sick. Seriously. And I love it (Y)
I just finished reading it and kns it's so freaking awesome I can't stand it! Like I said, I'm morbid HAHA. Anw, the series is about this girl who got into a few creepy stalkerish-turned-almost-murder incidents with her being a first victim and then she had this psychic powers developed like through her art (pottery, is that what it's called??) and she sort of inherited from her aunt and stuff.
And YES before you say anything, I know the above sounds really boring and stuff. But if you go read the sypnosis, it's really awesome. And like, I can't wait for the freaking last book.
Which is the fifth book.
Which is the next book.
I'm pretty sad the whole series is gonna end soon ): But AARGH.

#5 Deadly Little Lessons (coming out in 2012 :D:D:D)

And! I have a new series I'm targetting. Also by Laurie Stolarz. Go find out ;)
Oh, and Gallagher Girl's is coming out!! CAN'T WAIT OMG. AHAHAHAHA I'm a book freak. Ignore me :D
Oh and did I mention I'm a district 3 dude? And I'm a Cammie kind of Gallagher? LOLOL.

2012-01-23T00:33:00.001+08:00

Before I say anything, I have something to admit:

I'm in love with books on the undead. No shit on vampires and werewolves (they are fucking ridiculous), but like... people dying and coming back. Zombie or not. But for now, I'm leaning towards the zombies' sides.

OMG. What have the world become.

this book is freaking awesome (Y). HAHA. Especially the part when zombies starting going haywire. OMG I'm freaking sadist. And morbid. (Yes lydia I finally know the meaning of morbid. So much for your teaching skills. ~~You're so lousy Google beats you senseless.~~) OOPS.
Well, I'm just kidding. What I wanted to say is that I LOVE THRILLERS. Like really love them, gory or not. And this book is a pretty awesome thrillers. A really successful one. And I mean... how many good thrillers are there in the world?? I'd say 2 in 10 books.

Okay so... it's gonna be cny soon! And today's reunion dinner was.............. ~~boring~~ okay. If okay = staring aimlessly into space and only moving to eat the steamboat you've prepared and playing angry birds on the phone when all else doesnt work.
Seriously, angry birds.
The only thing that's cute today (uhuh) is the new dog they adopted from SPCA. And the dog is seriously cute. Labrador. Like. Gold retriever. 4 months old! Yep, definitely cute. And the whole adoption fee was only 150bux. Seriously, cheap and worth it.
And the whole reason they got another dog was cos Lassie/Tassie/what-ever-is-that-dog's-name died. I'm so sorry I can't even remember it's name, but it's a really good dog. And she lived a pretty long life too. She's about.... 16?? when she died. At least.. that's what I think. I will miss the really REAALLLY old days when we played tgt. And the older days when there was a companion named Honey (yes I rmb that dog cos she's my favorite before you OOPS) to play with too before she ran off-.-
That sounds so insincere, but I'm really gonna miss that dog. sobs.

oh AND AND AND KIRSTY MCKAY IS GONNA RELEASE THE 2ND BOOK FOR UNDEAD. LIKE THIS YEAR. OMFG CANT WAIT!

ohhhh. and you know what. I just realised Kirsty Mckay is a girl..-.- I've always thought she was a guy. No kidding.

And so. School started. 3 weeks ago. Time passes really quickly. And I've handed up all my homework on time! And even bothered trying them out myself. AND I even bought myself enough time to practice my piano! Like... I even bothered to practice till 9pm at night. I love my life, and I love my piano more ~~#hardworking~~ #hardcore

Something even more hardcore below(:D) :

1. Undead by Kirsty Mckay ( _____ 2012)
2. Bitterblue by Kristin Cashore ( 1 May 2012 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) OMFG EXCITED.
3. Mirage by Kristi Cook ( June 2012)
why does the names of the authors all start with k-.-
4. Deadlock by Julia Golding (31 Octobover 20111111111!!!!!!!) FUCK I've waited........ 5 years for this bloody book only to find that it's been out for almost 3 months!?!??! AARGH and not say I forgot most of the contents in the first two books ah!!!!! AAARRGH.
5. Water Thief by Julia Golding (fuck idk when). and FUCK it's like a new companion series for the Companions Quartet (which i fucking finished like almost 5 years ago) and WTF there's a new book coming out (or already out) and i dont know. AND did I mention - Julia Golding used to be my favorite author?? All her books are amazing. That is... until she went on this super long hiatus. And now, wham all the books are out. AGAIN. All the more reason to look forward to the new year :D

AND i really gotta reread Eona. the last two times I read it was so rushed, I barely enjoyed it to the max ):
And another thing to look out for in the new year!!

HUNGER GAMES.

WOOOHOOOOO. Breadboy ftw!!!

And YEAH we're gonna bainian tmr. And I guess I'm gonna stone again at my paternal's side of bainianing.. but as for the other side of my family...... ;)
Tons of Mahjong. Tons of eating. Tons of talking. And yelling. And drinking. And smoking. And Poker. And teasing. And fighting. And bullying. And running. And watching TV.
To summarise the above into one word: fun.
Okay and maybe another: partying.

WOOTS. I miss my maternal side of my family. Especially Wendy. And MingSheng. And Elaine. I rmb the old good days when we used to call this cousin (i don't know his name LOLOL) fly gor-gor. And how we used to crash his room in Toa Payoh to use the com and play neopets. LOLOL.
Xiang dang nian..

Oh and lastly, I talked to Michelle Lim on msn that other day. Boy, I do miss her. Though she's a teeny weeny bit retarded.
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okay i take that back. She's a whole lot retarded ;)

Happy New Year!!

2012-01-02T14:32:00.000+08:00

omg, we're year 4s already!! )): so old!! And it's been three years since we entered dhs and stuff. Time flies really quickly ever since I'm in year one. I swear, primary school life was soooo slow. Yeah.
Okay so, it's really been a fruitful year in 2011, and I made many new friends, and I think I became more outgoing than I was before. Things change, and I'm pretty sure this year made some positive changes to me.
Firstly, I want to thank manny people. HAHA i sound like I'm winning some huge award and stuff. But no, I'm really grateful to these people:
3C/EVASAM

evangel isn't in this picture ): but hahaha thanks guys for this year. It's really fun LOLOL and I know I'm really quiet and stuff and I promise I will try to talk more this year LOL. Thanks for being there for me anw!:D
And well, for the rest of 3C, I guess the more important ones should be Rachel Lydia and Siying:) Thanks rachel for being a really funny (and reaaaaly sick) friend who's also my awesome deskpartner and who's always there for me when I'm really pissed in class, or stoned, or whatever. And for teaching me math. Definitely. And lydia.... I guess you should be in the SE thing. HAHA. And siying, for being my studybuddy for always! :D

DHSSE

I purposely chose the one with yc's half face. HAHA anw, it's really fun this year!! Especially busking, and all the bitchings about uhuhuhuh and mosburger. HAHAHA. Oh and not to mention the epic prankcalls during chalet with first victim vivian (chewgaypig) LOL. Oh and the themeantrios. HAHA. Okay hurrah :) I know syf wasn't all that awesome (gold), but still it's a stepping stone for us and I'm pretty sure that even if we will never get gwh (touchwood) we'll still be as awesome always. And nothing's impossible, right! Two years from now(no wait one year), SHSE will definitely get gwh, though we have an extremely limited number of members. Jiayous!

Nafa people
Hahaha I think this is the hardest, cos I'm not really close to anyone here. LOL. So mainly, it's two people - Shayna and Nicole. And I dont have any pictures. Really. HAHA.
So thank you guys for making me laugh and feel retarded. Thanks shayna for being there for all my complaints and all my retardedness and boredness and egoness*!!!! HAHAHA. And Thanks Nicole for being really funny and friendly and awesome and pro and stuff. Can't wait for the next time I see you guys though;)

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And omg can you believe it I have new year resolutions! :D And if you dont know me, I rarely have any new year resolutions, and those that the school forces us to write (I rmb one in y1-.-) are all bullshit. HAHA.
1. LRSM(duh) distinction. And hopefully, a one-time pass. Woots. Sightreading and vivavoce sucks though, hope I work hard enough ;)
2. Be a nicer person. HAHAHAH i swear i became nicer this year.
3. GPA of 3.8. No I'm not kidding. I no I'm never going get that gpa, which is why I set it for sem1. And when i dont get it, I will feel sad and depressed enough to work even harder for sem2. You know, like I'm gonna work hard for this 3.8, and if I dont, it's not a loss cos I can set my standards and work even harder for sem2. Yep. And well, if I really get it.... It's not a loss either :D

For now, it's like this. Yeap!:) I hope 2012 will be agreat year, though it seems pretty stressful.
And well, I'm sick on the first two days fo 2012. Huraay :)

Merry Christmas!

2011-12-25T16:31:00.000+08:00

After piano competition, things cooled down really quickly and I have nothing to do, really, other than that pile of homework waiting at the corner of my desk. Well, at least I finaly finished maths that day. And I'm planning to do all my homework over SE chalet. Yeah.
Anyway, the only thing that's ever worth mentioning for this couple of weeks is busking. And my insomnia. Busking is tiring, but fun during the after-busking-se-dinner. HAHA we are usually so high. And ytd was just funny haha there was jiaying regine yufei and yuchong. And we played around with some lucky draw thing, and yc kept drawing cows + teletubbies + cow-slugs on the paper. Fking disgusting, but it's meant to annoy yf. HAHA. Yuxin was just plain stoning and ben and yunen were placing stuff into each other drinksO:
My insomnia is getting way out of hand. I remember reading this article somewhere that insomnia kills people. And I dont wanna die. I mean, Im not afraid of death and stuff, but I dont wanna die before I become accomplished in music, piano or not. LOLOL. Music is my life. Yep. So. My insomnia is a really weird case. Cos everytime I go out and I reach home (at any time) my eyes and my body physically will feel tired. Then at around 11? My eyes will start closing, and I will refuse to go to bed until 12(smart I know, but it's habit. When school starts, I'm gonna die). And by 12, when I lie on my bed, I will turn and flip and whatever trying to get myself to sleep, but I usually dont until a couple of hours later. Dont ask me how I know, I check the clock. And sometimes I get desperate and do situps (dont laugh) trying to tire myself out and go the sleep, but I will become more physically awake, so it's like I'm hyper all round except for my eyes which are so strained.
Yesterday was the worst case ever. I fell asleep around 3.30am.
So the article I was reading says that some people die cos they do not get enough sleep and their body tires and weakens and so something went wrong in their body system and they die. That's not going to happen to me, I hope.
And lastly, Lee Seung Gi is cute as ever. Oh and SHINee is having their comeback next year (finally-.-) and I wonder how that's going to turn out.

Concert & Competition

2011-12-09T22:39:00.001+08:00

Finals for National Competition was today! Hahahahahahaha everyone played pretty well, and De En got first, Jess got second, and Nic got third :)
Anyway, concert was like... on 26th November I think! Totally ages ago, and it went pretty well other than this few bars of As that I jumbled up, but I got back on path phew;) I think that was my best Prokofiev playing everrr.

I like Josh's piece. Josh = Tan Jing Yi^ I like Dean's piece too HAHA Dean = Fu Ru Zheng. And no I'm not zhendui-ing anyone here (shaynerhhhh!)

Me and Mdm Fang! HAHAHA don't freak out. She's a really nice person :)

Me and toot.

The 4pm concert people! :) Xinyu's soooo cute. argh but cant really see the face camera quality sucks big time. Dean's soo uber huge, and Josh looks like he's sticking himself to Rubgy guy.

The 7.30pm concert people! I like nicole's dress, sooo red O:

Erica Shayna and Me.

Okay so backstage was pretty boring and awkward cos we split into the guys and girls thing, and I'm not that close to Ai Xin. LOLOL I think she doesn't like me, just saying!

So Competition was pretty okay. HAHAHAHA CONGRATES TO MY BELOVED GAY BUDDY NICOLE♥♥♥ HAHHAHA nic was freaking awesome on stage :) too bad she kept getting stolen away from mdm fang. AHHAHAHAH congrates to jess and de en too! Nafa ftw!

Oh and I found a really nice picture from some time ago:

Elysia's a pretty girl!!! :D this was masterclass with come RCM ~~dude~~ prof. Okay I think that prof hates me HAHAHAHA. Cos I wasnt focused enough during masterclass. Okay yay thats all! :)

FREEDOM RAWR

2011-12-06T23:02:00.001+08:00

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
I'm so high now I can't stand it HAHAHAHAHH AND I AM FREE!!!!!!!
I'm done with piano competition! I mean like, phew, even though i screwed up semis and stuff, I'm glad I got into semis after all! And I can't wait for the next nationals in two year's time where we are going to play concertos.
.____. CHEEM OR WHAT HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA.
Okay so I'm gonna have lunch with Shayna Joshua and Dean tmr, and a few other jnrs. Can't wait!! :D too bad xinyu isnt going... :( She's real cute. Awesomeness. I'm probably going to fight Joshua in the car on the way to lunch anw. HAHAAHHAH. Okay byeeee update with more details next time hehe.

2011-11-22T22:43:00.000+08:00

Firstly firstly firstly I have something to say,
2NE1:

Okayyyy so nowww firstly, YG Entertainment apparently has mentioned that there's going to be this new 7 member girl group to debut early next year, and it's going non-plastic. Hurhh. I wonder how the group is going to turn out :D 2NE1 is real cool though. Big Bang too (Y).

Han Hyo Joo:

okay she totally doesnt look like her in this picture^ but the one below should do it.

If you STILL can't seem to figure out who she is, she is the person who acted Dong Yi in Dong Yi (duhh) and En Xing in Brilliant Inheritance. Chio RIGHTT.
Bae Soo Bin:

*I realised there aren't any really nice pictures of him-.- You should google him instead.

OKAY the point is.... these few hotties are coming to singapore!!! :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
HAHAHAHAH for the mnet asia awards thing. Omgoshhhh so cool even my mum wants to hog the tv for 6 freaking hours just to watch them (not 2NE1 duhh she hates kpop :(((( )

Okay my point in blogging is cos I'm totally freaking out cos of the damn concert this coming saturday. Like the SYT concert. KNS. I'm supposed to conclude the whole concert. Not talking lahh, like I'm the last item for the stupid concert. KNS. And it's really stressful cos the last one is supposed to be the best like I mean 'Save the best for the last', right??? And it's really stressful cos Mdm Fang totally gave me this super crappy piece of grade FRSM when I've barely taken LRSM. KNS KNS KNS. FRSM leyyy-.-
I'm not bragging or anything, I'm just really stressed out right now, and I'm having lesson with Mdm Fang tmr noon, and what if she finds that I'm not good at it at all and get pissed at me and HOW? Not say they already printed 500 concert booklets ahh.
AAAARGH. And not say I keep slacking at home doing nothing lying on my bed ahhh.
AAAAAAAAARGH.
Rehearsal is on thursday morning. What a waste of good sleep time. BUT the point is its rehearsalll?? And i mean come on its a teeny bit like a mini concert, cos there's like lesser people, but all the teachers wll be watching and the WHOLE AUDIENCE SEATS WILL BE LIGHTED UP. I mean, NO i dont have stage fright, it's just that I feel better when the audience is hidden in the dark, and the light is shone on the stage only. And I alwaaaays screw my rehearsal.
Shit. I've never been so damned about a stupid rehearsal before.

2011-11-20T22:59:00.000+08:00

Shayna says hi... To whoever still comes to my blog-.-
Okay I'm blogging cos I have nothing to do but stone in front of the computer and daydream. LOLOLOL. I rarely go to anywhere except twitter and some weird websites I find interesting. This disgust me.
Anw, I found my love for writing again! Like the fictional kind. Okay it sounds damn nerdy but whateverrrrr I like writing :) No I dont mean writing for music-.- composing sucks hands down. So yeahhhhpppp I like writing stories. The last time I actually wrote some weird fictional shit was for Year 1 EOYs.
God save me.
Concert is in SIX DAYS. and I think mdm fang is pissed at me cos I didnt go for lesson ytd HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHA. I think the whole situation is really funny. But whatever. If she's pissed, it will be like, her 3rd time in 3 years she's really reaaaally pissed at me. Like the "I'm so angry I cant stand talking to you or even look at you" pissed. Oh dang I'm in deep shiat.
and about concert, well, prokofiev sucks. I'm not even half prepared. Kns. And its supposed to be real good cos its the end for the concert. KNS. Okay I should stop crapping bye.

2011-11-17T23:40:00.000+08:00

Blah. I'm having cca tmr. The drama finally loads! For some parts... -.-
Well, at least I had like 30 minutes of non-stop entertainment. Better than the 1 hours of bullshit trying to load a 15 minutes thing-.-
AND... I'm infactuated with this other korean guy. HAHAHAHAHAHA oh shit this guy is going to be the last I swear!!!! :D Shall talk about him next time LOLOL. He's not good looking (that's a first!) but his acting is reaaaally good and he has that aura that makes you love him more and more.

2011-11-11T23:37:00.002+08:00

Ok I know it's still 11/11/11, but it is already 12/11/11 in Seoul, soo....

HAPPY TWENTYEIGHTH BIRTHDAY SANDARA PARK! I love you forever you chiobu! HAHAHAHAHAHHA okay. Not like she's going to see this but... :( :)

Happy 111111!!

2011-11-11T22:50:00.000+08:00

I'm really really reaaaally happy today yo! Because there was se....

*loner*

Well, for someone as braindead as me, today might as well be the best day of my holidays. Forever. That is, unless my mother somehow really REALLY decides to go korea...

KOREA :D Okay go and be jealous now.
It's not confirmed though, but still! I never thought the day that she wanted to go korea would never come. I WOULD BE, LIKE, STANDING ON THE SAME PIECE OF LAND AS LIKE, KEY. AND LEE SEUNG GI. AND LEE HYUN WOO. GOSHHHHHHH. SHINEE AND U-KISS AND BIGBANG AND 2NE1.

Chehh not like I'm going to see them in real life anyway-.-

Okay, so today is fun :) yepyep! Even though a lot of people never come LOL. Met lydia at tampines at 10.30am. Gosh i was supposed to sleep until, like, 11am. But christie wanted to practice for workshop.
Like I said, I'm never going to accompany anyone for workshop unless that person helps me. Uhuh uhuh. Okay so I met lydia and went to Mountbatten KFC to meet yufei junan and jinmeng. Jm didnt make it though, he was sick ;)
So, we asked yufei what's the whole point of like eating lunch at 11am, and she was like Oh to celebrate 11/11/11 11:11:11!! And all of us were like .___. Oh but we made our wishes come true :D And we tried to teach lydia about the time zone changing thingy, like how the international 11:11:11am is like our 7:11:11pm, and after like 10 seconds i think, we gave up.
So expected of lydia.
So we camped there for 40 minutes with cheryl who arrived somewhat later. And when we arrived at se room...
We saw some uncle in the room fixing the piano.
Omgosshhhhh the piano is so heavenly now tyvm. The pedal is freaking fixed!! YAY. It's like, the first time ever since I touched the piano that the pedal actually works-.-
So we spammed Tchaikovsky and wth IT WAS DAMN FUN. To me, that is. I think kester was a bit.. er.. idk how to say. But he was weird. And he keeps saying random stuff like how Hongkai is an ACC genious. God, what has zewei done to him?!
Oh and there was workshop and stuff and people kept laughing ESPECIALLY at lydia and junan. They are a funny couple.
Oh and year 3s (so far me lydia xinyu yufei jingxuan only, but STILL) are going to own busking this year again! :D We're going everyday i think, and OWN ORCHARD HOHOHO. Please go if you're free and donate some money to us! :D I'm money faced currently.
Okay time to spam watch drama again. Though it's loading damn slowly-.-

2011-11-09T22:45:00.000+08:00

I've been feeling really shitty nowadays LOL. And somewhat bitchy I think :/ Well, I'm feeling shitty now because the STUPID LAPTOP FREAKING REFUSES TO LOAD MY KOREAN DRAMAS. :(
Well. I've been quite vulgar too. Hmmmm I should change my habits.
Anywayyy. Hi.
I'm feeling fucked up because of the drama thing LOLOL. Me and Siying keeps wanting to watch, but it refuses to load. Hmm._.
Anw, my holidays are soo freaking uneventful. Really. I've been waking up at 11am everyday unless there's SE but I have to go earlier because of workshop practice. Damn. I swear, I'm never eveerrrr going to help anyone accompany their pieces last minute. (Ps I'm zhendui-ing lydia xD)
AAAARGH SOMEONE KILL ME. I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT MY BELOVED DRAMAS.

Okay anw, had lesson with fls today. LOL. And I think she's still disappointed with my Mendelssohn. But whatever. She said Beethoven was good. My 4 hours of continuous practice that day didn't go down the drain.

And... I've made my new year resolutions! Okay it's a ~~bit~~ lot early only ah. But then... I forgot all of them. LOLOL. Really. I do something, then I'm like, I will not/will do this next year, and one hour later, I will be like:
"What was the thing that I promised to do/not to do an hour ago?"

Okay I just found this bloody site that loads the whole episode of 1 hour 3 minutes in...... 100 hours. Damn. My life sucks. Okay bye :D

Ps Ms Ku suaning Kester, is like, the funniest thing ever. I'm not laughing at kester, I'm laughing at the situation.

2011-11-07T22:38:00.000+08:00

I fucking hate my life. Why is it that others feel that their lives just so totally suck that they want to die, without feeling how and what other people actually went through. Life is totally unfair, for those who actually values life, they have to be thrown into some kind of extreme situation.
I'm not saying that my life is totally good or totally bad. But for those of you who simply just don't understand, stop whining whenever you don't get something. Or whenever you are being sent to tuition and is actually tired of it.
My mum doesn't understand what is best for me. Okay, maybe she does, but that stupid thinking brain of hers doesn't process what I want for myself. She's just being inconsiderate as usual. And sometimes, I really can't take it anymore. Which leads to my other point. She is the exact reason why I want a sibling. I want someone I actually trully know to share exactly how I feel. Then maybe I wont feel so alone in this world, because I am pretty sure the chances that someone is experiencing the same thing as me is one to a million.
Maybe I'm bad for saying all this, but I can take it no more. Everytime she does this stuuuupid irritating shit of hers, I really don't give a damn about anything anymore, and feel like blowing her head off. Maybe one day I would.
I'd rather be in an orphange, than have someone like her be my mother.
People like me, around me, they are all living considerably happier lives than I am. Why is it that she must be so fcking special in the way she restricts me? Why is she so freaking selfish and think only her way and does not even care about others? I feel that sometimes, even after we quarrel, she will still think it's wholly and trully 100% my fault. Okay, I admit there are times when we have fun and joke around and stuff. But the ratio of those times to the number of sour experiences, must be one is to a hundred.
I'm not kidding. Why would I do this?
And because of this, I treasure friendship more than my relationship with her. And I get scolded for it. And grounded. Wtf? I get freaking ticked off because of her own problems. Oh, and did I mention? Whenever she gets into a bad mood, she will just dump everything on me, and push all the blame to me. Feels great, doesn't it?
I listen to her, and that's fair, being my mother and all I have to respect her and stuff. But she doesn't exactly listens to me. Those times when I get to go out with my friends? Oh, I usually fight with her over these things before I am able to go out. Or else I would be a lonely freak at home.
It's her freaking fault I'm an only child too. Btw.
Fck it.

Usui Takumi

2011-11-03T16:11:00.000+08:00

is pretty darn hot. Thank god no one like him really exists in the world.

So cute ^^ Im going to draw him yay.

Now, Im taking a break after 4 hours of Beethoven spammage. Hmm. If i dont get into finals, someone, please promise you will murder me.

2011-10-30T23:00:00.000+08:00

School's out, like finally. And the most fail thing was, I just realised se starts at 2pm tmr like 5 minutes before I started typing this. O: i thought it would start at some ungodly hour!!!! Thank god. And like, there's se on fridays for the next few weeks! one practice per week O: this is sooooo what compared to the past two years.
As much as i like se, I feel rather pleased about the practices. Because this would mean more commitment time for piano.

Tuesday night:
Went to watch Real Steel with Rachel and Karman! Stupid Hongmun pangsehed at last moment according to rach and kar. Wtf man, when was the last time I actually went out with Hongmun? 1405817 years ago?!?! the point I'm trying to make here, is..
Real Steel is damn nice (Y). Really! Dakota is sooooo freaking cute. Though I think he looks weird when dancing with the robot thing. Aiyaaa he isnt fit for dancing uhuh uhuh. But his eyes are gorgeous :)
Speaking of which, I think it was tuesday when I went home with lydia via circle line. And we saw 2 russian mothers with their toddlers, and wtfg the boys are SOOOO FREAKING CUTE. Especially the one with bronze hair. It's not brown! Aiyaa the colour v hard to describe. PLUS his eyes are not blue, and not green. They are red. Nah just kidding it's like blue, but it's not blue, and its like green but its not green! Uniqueness, with that tinge much of potential hotness.

Wednesday:
Wait. what did I do....
Oh yeah. I went out at an ungodly hour (almost like school time-.-) just to reach nafa at 8.30am. Wtf. And it's for freaking theory. HAHAR. Met shayna after that though, but we were so sleepy I think whatever the teachers said went through one ear and went out of the next.
Cant wait for nafa concert though! HAHAHA even though me and shay are not in the same one-.- stayed there for like the next few hours practicing piano._. and went home dead.

Thursday:
School was fking boring thankyou. oh. After that, I had to go to ms tan's house for theory AGAIN. Damn sian siah, but worth it i guess. I dont wanna fail theory and retake it again-.-
Anywayyy, her house is near caldecott station (circle line psps) and before i went there I camped at macs with lydia freaking out cos I didnt do my theory hw. Heheheh. Ps, caldecott station is FKING ULU. I tell you you go there can make horror movie siols! I stepped out of the train into total emptinessO: then i stepped out of one of the exits, and sitting at the steps, was a whole row of murong's husbands.
WTF. I fking scared then I ran all the way back in and exited from the other side._.
Then when I looked across the road, the husbands are gone. FKING GONE. Creepy. Thank god ms tan arrived. hehe.

Friday:
I think ms tan gave up on me by then. HAHA.
The main event here must be mr najeeb's surprise farewell. Well, he's the fking most awesome teacher I've ever seen in dunman high who is not at all biased to any classes or whatsoever. Mdm ilyana is pretty much fking awesome too, but she's biased towards 3C. HAHAHA.
Okay anw, so when mr najeeb and mdm ilyana were giving out the dossiers, I was soooo freaking pissed at myself cos my mep got an A. I got top 50%, but in my class, it means im like 2nd._. I missed being 1st in sem 2 for two freaking years already. I hate myself.
But anyway, when mr najeeb was giving me my results slip, he told me the most touching thing anyone has ever said to me:
"I'm really proud of you."
Not touching meh! Wtf I wanted to cry that time siah :( But i'm going to cry now too. UUURGH. It's like, his last day in dhs, and like, his last words to me for maybe foreverrrr, and he said that. Aaaaaagh. Mr najeeb, I love you HAHAHA. I mean it!
I will really miss mr najeeb. He is great and all, and he made me love history. No not because of my ungodly results but because he's really nice and all. Unlike mr teohjfaioebvahibvag who freaking hell biased towards high people and just dump the rest to rot to hell. Mr najeeb is like my best form teacher ever since... primary 1. Sighhhhh.

dear Mr Najeeb,
For your sake, I will strive even harder for history, and get even better results to make you even prouder!! :D

And well after that i camped at se room, and like, practiced workshop with those people. Christie's accompaniment is ungodly.
Why do I keep using that word?
Anw, went home with zhang yc and we pranked kk. HAHAHA. kk doesnt believe us though sobsss. and and and BTW 158 changed to the new bus! IDK OK HAHAHA.

Saturday:
Theory exam was pretty okay I guess, except for question2 which was siaooooliaooo cos there was a freaking lot of modulations and I hate modulating.
The girl beside me (12 or 13 i think) was taking the same paper as me, and I think she was in a worse state than I was, cos she looked through the first few pages and gave up before going to the last question (which was supposed to be the simplest btw) and stoned and stared at it, while sneaking looks at my paper, trying to see how I do it.
I wonder if she's going to pass.
Anyway, after that I had lesson with fls, and masterclass. Played prokofiev, and shayna and her mum were dramatic like always. I played badly though. I just banged through the whole piece. I wonder why the strings didnt break.
or more like, how does kuanwei's sister break the strings of a grandpiano. I think it happened once or twice for ms tan's grand, and once for fls's.
This is equals to zainess.

Today:
cycling with viv abby mr! Fun fun fun I was late though cos I left house at like 12.10pm when we were supposed to meet at whitesands at 12pm. HAHAHA. Sorry I too hardworking keep chionging piano ;)
I lost lots of weight though! But what's the point, I gained it all back._. milkshakes and drinks and icecream. If i dont grow as fat as a tin by next year, I wonder why..

SO. LEE HYUN WOO IS REALLY REAAAALLY CUTE. RIGHTTT???? ;) HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA. MY FUTURE HUSBAND OKAYY.

Lee Hyun Woo

2011-10-25T16:34:00.000+08:00

HELLO EVERYBARDY I FOUND MY NEW SHUAIGE. HAHAHAHA.

WHAT THE FUCK. DAMN SHUAI RIGHT ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH AAAAAARGGGHHHHH. I CAN'T STAND IT ARRRRRRRRRRGH!!!!!!!! I'm really going crazy he's some effing shuai siah!!!! heart heart heart heart. He's not that talented though :/ but STILL.
Anyway, anyway, ANYWAY. He's only 18. Old or what?? He definitely looks sooo much younger. I thought he was 13-.- well, at least in the show they are showing now!!!! D:(
fking shuai! fking shuai! fking shuai!!!

CUTE OR CUTE YOU TELL ME.
Okay, so post exam activities are boring so far, and i bet the next few days are going to be just as boring :/ psht. Sooo, that's why I'm sooo looking forward to movie with karman hongmun and rachel later! oh my goodness I miss rachel sooo much :(
gosh okay i love lee hyun woo whoooo~
im trying to find who is that other hot guy i saw on tv.. HAHAHAHA.

2011-10-20T16:35:00.000+08:00

If I die ~~young~~ today, I will die as a happy person.
If I die tmr, it's probably a car crash.

HAHAHAHAHA I PASSED MY CHEM THANK GOD. In case you're fuming your head off from that, I must tell you:

It's my first time passing chemistry eoys for my whole life in dhs.

:D

HAHAHA okay. So, if i die tmr, it's most probably cos I got lower than expected for maths and physics and is bawling my eyes out and didnt see some stupid car coming. Touch wood. I have high expectations though! Hope it isnt disappointing :(( My Maths 2 is like .___.

I really really hope i dont get well.

2011-10-17T21:55:00.000+08:00

Am I the only one that looks forward to thursday and friday??
Oh yeassssh I'm looking forward to staring into space in the PAC and falling asleep while people around me scream and cry and laugh and... whatever. Oh and yes and probably I will be either ignoring lydia who is supposed to sit beside me if we sit in register number, or like killing her and ripping her already residing hair off her, or like, trying to console her. Hurrhurr.
Or.. Maybe I can just emo and gnd.
Walao eh I look forward to getting back my results buttt dread to see the results. Wtf ironic siah.
Aiyaaaa I want all except chem. Ok?!?! My chem is hopeless. Kns lah why they make it some compulsory subject siah! Not like I want to take it in SH or anything-.- Blardy waste of time.
Why am I speaking like this??
Anwwww, had my first lesson with Ms Ku for agessssss, and she's saying that we should all take violin exams next year. Then, seeing my look of shockness and despair, she turned to cheryl,
"It's not syf year right?? It isn't that busy so it should be no problem."
And cheryl said: "yeahhhh."
So voila, I have violin exams to look forward to my list of stuff to do next year:

1.
2. Piano Exam (March)
3. Piano Competition (July)
4. Sweden trip/Greece trip/Austria trip (June)
5. Violin Exams (God knows when)
6. God knows what.

And, btw, the balloting results for the National Arts Council are out. I pity zewei. He's always stuck with all the zaikias. For yamaha, he's like stuck with Shayna, who won like, 3rd prize. And now, he's 3rd in the list of 40+ contestants, with guess who being 4th.

JESSICA. Congrates zewei, you just sent yourself to....

Okay i should be nice. Shaddup mouth.

And sad me, I'm always stuck with zai people also. Im number 17! Lucky lucky favorite number :D but until you see who's in front of me...

DEAN FU RU ZHENG. Finalist of like 190475101 competitions.
No actually, its only 3. But I'm like a pathetic finalist for international competition that was held ageeeees ago, and like semi-finalist for nationals 2 years ago.
God must hate me so much now :(

2011-10-17T17:22:00.001+08:00

i feel so sick now i could practically die. which means cme trip tmr is gonna be a no no.
er.. okay.

Lee Seung Gi

2011-10-14T22:45:00.000+08:00

EOYS ARE OVERRRRRRR!!!!!
Aren't you happy????? I'm not :/ Not really haha. It feels daaaamn weird, cos I think I'm becoming a real nerd and I feel weird now that I dont have notes in my hands 24/7:DDDDDD
It's been so long since I blogged O: and it feels weird typing on a screen again. I dont think anyone comes anymore, so that's even weirder, cos I would be like talking to the wall.
Anyway..
I really really hope that I get good results for the eoys, cos I swear that I did more studying than I ever did in my whole life this year than any other times, including psle, which seems like so long ago, and the paper seems to be so easy compared to what we are taking now -.-
Hahaha and staying back to study with lydia for maths is sometimes really unnerving, cos according to her (and me I admit._.) I go insane and start talking to myself and laugh. Okay I'm sure whoever left that comes here is going to freak out-.-
and yesterdayyy, I got back my mep results!!!!!! Not that great, but it's better than I can ever hope! I think I can pull through an A;) and replace my chem which is totally no hope until idk what to say.
And i think mep is FUN! :DDDD juniors should totally take A level mep. HAHA not that I think O level is not good, but if you really really like music, A level mep should not intimidate you, cos even though it sounds tough, it's quite enjoyable. hurrhurr.
We are composing string quartets next year!! :)
omggg I dont have any inspiration to blog-.- soooooooo....
.. lee seung gi is daaaamn cute!!! :DDDD
okay lah he's not shuai but he's ultra talented and funny! okayyy he's my new love hahahha.

NAFA

2011-09-08T22:45:00.000+08:00

Hahahhahaa so this is my first NAFA-based blog post. I can't believe it, after 8 years....-.-
Okay sooo...... I was chatting to kaijie and shayna (hahahaahaha i love you guys!) cos they are highly entertaining and always make me high hahahhaha.
So i entered nafa at 7 years old, and I remember there is this wholeeeee lot of ppl in my class. Like 23 or something. Then like look at now. The only people in our batch (excluding the weiling and kuanwei batch) that started out together with me are me and dean. Pathetic us :( But well, I remember shayna coming in apparently at grade 2, with chaslyn and some other people (I think0.o). So when in like... grade 8 isit?? Then i finally got to know the people in the batch below us (erica and kaijie and nicole whats-her-name-again-oh-shit). HAHAHA.
ohhh. I remember being extremely quiet for 7 years. And all my teachers always go crazy because im such a quiet student. Like with Miss Michelle Seah. But she's nice and doesnt scold. Unlike Ms Lim, who scolds me practically every week. I remember my mum calling her crazy bitch in chinese for scolding me, and she still does now, whenever we talk about her HAHAHA.
And thennnnn, there's ms tan, who scolds me occasionally especially before important events such as competitions and concerts, and always making me cry. I remember that my item for one of the concerts was cancelled because I was too quiet to answer when she was blowing her head off and i was crying like some tomato outside the piano room.___.
then there's Ms Hoe. I remember my DipRSM class was with.. er....... lesley(is that how you spell her name??0.o), nicole tan, chaslyn, dean, and ..... kaijie I THINK. LOLOL. HAHAHA and ms hoe gave me a B for viva voce apparently because I refused to speak up (according to ms tan).
I managed to get As for the rest (including LRSM) thoughhh, because apparently I improved and talked more. Hahaha i think i speak up more ever since the LRSM class with dean(?) shayna erica joshua and kaijie LOLOLOL. wait. there's a chaslyn too is there??? Okay whatever my memory is failing me. Then especially this year, when I became under fls, I spoke up more, cos fls threatened that she will get me out of nafa if I dont speak up in class.
Of course, its sort of influence from my LRSM class people LOLOL. Im not that close to erica and dean cos I dont talk to them LOLOLOL. and the only time dean actually talked to me was on facebook (believe it or not) last week.
The first nafa person I actually texted was chaslyn-.- and it was for the duet during the carnivals. LOL. And it's damn awkward when we practice tgt (like you and dean, shaynaaa ;) ) cos we dont talk.
Okay shayna is going on about llamas now idk why. She's weird that way.
And anw, I occasionally text other people I think. But the first nafa person I texted with lotsss and looooots of crap is shayna, and that happened 2 years ago, I THINK. HAHAHAHAAH im sorry im such a introvert :( HAHAHAHHA then I know we crapped alot during viva voce class, and josh is ALWAYS hitting himself on the head-.-
and erica is always laughing that laugh-.-
Okay hahahha. And well, I think that was the first open class that I enjoyed in nafa. :D
Okay then the next crap was jianing who left cos of sota._. but our crap didnt really last long. I just know that I was classmates with her retarded cousin Thia Suhan.
Hmmmm then this year all of us (actually mainly me shayna and kaijie) kept crapping on fb, and its really reaaaaally funny. Especially this few weeks before the yamaha competition when shayna went mad (i think) and especially during masterclass the day before and shayna was mugging geog and MOV (hahahhahaa i laugh at you Im done with those crap) and kaijie was mugging god-knows-what but was distracted cos of dean. That was the funniest masterclass ever, cos we kept trying real hard nnot to laugh. I wonder if fls or ms tan could see my shoulders shaking so hard the chair almost toppled. Ok, maybe not.
Okay then on the day of the competition, like half an hour before my turn, I totally found this inner peace HAHAHHAA. I seriously mean it. And that is freaking adnormal of me because everytime before masterclass or competition or concert i would be sooo freaking nervous that my whole body would start trembling. I chatted with elysia for a while, and then I stepped into the room cos I was the first after the judge's break, and stun for a while BECAUSE kody was there watching-.- Really didnt expect that siah. Tio shock HAHAHA. That plus my inner peace totally screwed my playing. Sighhhhhhh.
Soooo, anw, congrates to Shayna, Elysia, Nicole (Ong), Wei Ling, and Dean!!! :D good luck and all the best yeahh! Make NAFA Proud HAHAHHAHHA. okay whats the point. All the winners is going to be nafa anw-.- Okay blehhhhh.
So now im talking to shay and kj and, according to shayna, Im a not nice slow jealous red dead fish who doesnt like to play glissandos but like saying arpeggios. WTS!!!! HAHAHAHHAHAH but whatever. I understand cos she's always soooo full of crap.
Psps. NICOLE NG XINYU IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO BLOOODDDDDDDY CUTE I'M GOING TO DIEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

incase you're wondering, she's some 10yearold-zaishit-grade8er-whoissofreakingcute. I hope she knows who I am HAHAHAHHAHA. SHAYNA IM DAMN JEALOUS :(

Promise Me The Stars

2011-08-29T23:07:00.000+08:00

I'm such a bloody loser cos I blog like everyday. I think it's an MEP thing. I blog whenever I'm doing mep.
And I really reaaaaaally dead cos I havent send vivian my part for ACE.which i was supposed to do so today.And like Im in front of my computer for one whole freaking hour already, and I only wrote 2 paragraphs for my MEP report. okay. cool.
I like We The Kings :)
okay I will be a xinyu and write real short blog posts :D

2011-08-28T23:47:00.000+08:00

Being stressed and tired isnt good. It makes you looks like an old lady who had been run over by a car. Oops.
I really wish my life is so much simpler than what I'm living now. But then again, this is exactly what all those people say right??
Kris Allen: Live Like You're Dying.
And well, if I am dying, I want to do everythinggggggg. Like:
Champion for yamaha and nats competition??
And maybeeeeeeeee, you know, loads of stuff. Im so dead cos Im doing mep now. Again... I regret not putting in more effort for my composing. Am having a real hard time trying to scratch up some fugues and sonatas.
Okay so my life is busier and busier and I think Im really dying -.- Like WTF. But anw, interclass was fun even though we lost and I was half injured cos half of my toe nail cracked and there was this ultra big blood clot which refuses to heal even up till now. Hmmm at least it doesnt hurt that much and I can walk rather decently now.
And then on friday went to Queensway with viv and murong to get our class tee done. I hope it turns out fine.
And and AND. I finally got a new earpiece. I got tired waiting for viv angelina and murong to get it for me LOLOL. And its green btw!!! I realised I only owned like black, or pink, or green earpieces. And unconsciously, all of them are in a way avril's colour. Whoooo totally you yuan ;)
And well. Life sucks as usual, but you know, you gotta live it. So, live it big :D Im soooo wise and deep and yada yada awesome. ;)

~~sometimes i wished that i have a different environment to live in. Cos living under the same roof as you with all that suspense is killing me.~~

U-Kissssssss~

2011-08-21T00:28:00.000+08:00

CTs are over! :D
Sooooo many things happened right after the end of CTs. Like how evasam (excluding the E of course duh) went to Bugis on wednesday and ate pastamania, but me and viv left early. Nice viv accompanied me to get strings for my violin, and at Synwin store, one of the uncles there started teaching viv guitar. I think viv doesnt regret going with me HAAHAHA cos that uncle totally zai (Y) and inspired viv to go touch her guitar again ;) Thank me vivanchew.
Then we took mrt back, and at Simei, viv was like "i wanna get something from simei for my baking." And then, I freaking just remembered that my mum called me about 1-2 hours ago to get house keys from her at my dad's shop. So, being smart and awesomely fast people, we chionged out of the mrt right before it closed on us. Okay that was an exaggeration.
Oh then viv asked me about the bakery shop WHICH she totally dont know the name. Then I was like, is it like some shop to buy cakes. HAHAHHAA then she's like NO IT'S THE STUFF TO BAKE. and then I took her to Phoon Huat (which is totally the shop she's looking for) and fortunately, my dad's shop is right opposite Phoon Huat. So taadaa my mum met viv for the first time. HAHAHAHA my mum was like "ooooh na ge jiu shi vivian ahh." HAHAHAHA she's funny.
Then after getting the peppermint idk what is that for viv, we went to subway to get cookies for us AND her brother. Hmmm. And we took bus 9 to Tampines JC and I took 81 home from there.
Thursday was school again. But I was happy cos Ms Lin said my composition improved. I think that is a really silly thing to get happy over with, cos today, I stared into space and studying a whole book of Mozart's sonatas (which is about, like 12 sonatas) and still came up with nothing for my sonata. And it's only the freaking exposition! AAAAARGH. But still, I'm happy. hehhehee. And thank you lydia for waiting for me after MEP even though I'm just released like, 3 minutes after you.
There was SE on friday! I looked forward to it so much. But that day, my mood was totally ruined for ever. Ever. Like, how I was supposed to supervise the juniors (yes including that stupid dragonfruit nat) and all of them stuck the scores wrongly. It's just SCORES. AAAARGH. It's like this:

Nat (or any other juniors): Na I finished pasting already give me another set
Me: WTF?!??!!?!!??!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??

because when I checked, the scores are like:
1
2
3
5
6
7
4
8
9
10
.
.
.

you totally get what i mean AAARGH.
Okay so. After se, me and lydia and yufei and nat and zewei and hongkai and jinmeng headed to macs. But me and lydia rushed ahead, cos we were starving and if we are any later, we would be late for the SSO Brandenburg concert. And then, like at 6.39pm, Chensi and Zephany finally arrived. And they finished at 7pm, with me and lydia helping them finish fries like some fat pig yo.
And then we took circle line to esplanade. The concert starts at 7.30pm. We stepped out of the train at esplanade at 7.18pm. HAHAHAHHAHA then we chionged like some crazy women (and bai tuo. Me and lydia were carrying violins) and we arrived at the concert hall at 7.23pm. TOTAL RECORD BREAKING SHIT-ASS MAN HAHAHAHHA. We plonked into our seats and my whole chest was like in pain. I couldn't even breathe properly. My legs were so pain I couldn't really feel them anyway. AND. My poor back is the worst. It's damn pain was my bag is heavy (there's a hoodie in it) and the weight of my violin in my arms totally ruined it. Thennnnn. It was sooo stuffy and hot, there isnt even a need for the hoodie. So all in all, it's like PE 10000000000000000000 times over.
And the concert lasted for like 1hour10minutes. The shortest concert EVER. So there's no intermission.
You think that just because it's SSO the music is heavenly.
WRONG.
The concert was the worst concert I have ever heard in my whole life. And it totally includes all the amateur youtube videos from kids. No kidding. I just wasted 13.60bux on this freaking concert.
Thank god Ms Ku wasn't performing that day. She's performing tmr.
Sooo, after the concert, we decided whether we should head to Bugis to get the free yoghurt we get from buying each ticket. One for each of us teehee. Soo, we painstakingly walked all the way from esplanade to bugis junction (thank god for the awesome guide names Hong Siyu) and we camped right in front of Yumi to eat our yoghurt. And I went home with lydia.
All in all, this few days are rather.......... new. Hmmmmmmm.
I still feel disgusted by !@#$%^&, AND, well, Eli is hot.
btw, Eli is from U-Kiss ;)

Blahblahblahhh.

2011-08-13T23:53:00.000+08:00

I have this bad habit of not really listening to people (mainly adults) when they talk to me about everything. Lol it's like it enters my right ear and goes out of my left, and vice versa.
But anyway, helllloooo Hong Siyu??? It's the CT week, and you shouldn't even be blogging.

But I was reading ZhuXinyu's blog, and I don't know what to say, so I'm just blogging.

Like I said, I have the most boring blog everrr.
Uhuhhhhh.
Okay. Chemistry and History. Gorgeous.

Anyway, don't you think Jia is a gorgeous girl. Sighhhhhhh.

2011-08-06T20:48:00.001+08:00

I swear that my blog is the most borrrrring blog on earth ):

I hate how taemin is getting all the spotlights. Not that I hate him, but it's fucking annoying cos Jonghyun is being neglected. AAAARGH.
Oh and there's something else: I'm not going to SHINee World Concert already. I guess I will never ever see key ... ): but stillllll. Piano is more important. Mmhmm. And studies of course.
I'm dying from all the stress cos of Piano competition (yamaha + national arts council) and se overseas trip next year (hopefully) would include another competition, and my piano teacher + ex piano teacher wants me to take my LRSM exam next year. Oh and not to mention chinese O levels...
I HATE MACBETH !@#$%^&*()
I especially, especially hate lohsaikian too. Wts. I think she is comparable to Goh now. In case you're wondering, Goh is an extremely extremely annoying bitch. Lsk also. WTS.
Even chanmalichanx100000000000000000000 not as bad as lsk+goh. AAAARGH.
okay.
My whole arms are like water now after playing prokofiev. Damnnnnnnnn. My beethoven sucks big time cos I havent played it in...... 3-4 months. AAARGH. and I havent even have the time to practice my violin!!!!! ): Now. I have to go study. Chem/physics/history/macbeth here I come.
Lady Macbeth. Is. Digusting.

HEY ALL YOU AVRIL HATERS!

2011-08-05T23:31:00.000+08:00

You guys totally have no taste. And totally insulting. Aaaargh. Avril rocks big time. GO WATCH THE VIDEO what the hell her vocals are fucking powerful! Even though she looks damn tired and whatsoever, wts her voice is godlyyyy. You guys are just jealous yo. ;)

2011-08-05T22:49:00.001+08:00

OHO and guess what. Im accepted. YAY ME.

Okay im so freaking bored now I'm going to die. I have masterclass piano on sunday and IM GOING TO DIE. I didnt prac much ://///

2011-08-05T22:44:00.001+08:00

I can't wait to be excepted into pottormore! LOLOL. But my username sucks. But the others are even worse.
Seriously, NoxFrog?!
HAHAHA okay :) but Im still excited!

2011-08-01T22:14:00.000+08:00

IT'S OFFICIAL. MY FIRST DATE.
ehhh no i'm just kidding. I probably won't ever date or marry any person cos of my unique taste in guys according to angelina and vivian lolol.
ITS OFFICIAL. I'M GOING TO SHINEE WORLD'S CONCERT.
I'M GOING TO SEE MY AWESOME BELOVED.
My beautiful hot beautiful hot beautiful kimkibummieee~ *heartheartheart*
so... it's like a date... right???
I'm sitting in the partially restricted region, which totally sucks. One day, when I'm like some facking famous pianist who is the greatest female billionare in the world, I will like, fly to Seoul whenever Shinee holds a concert there. Ahhhhhhhh~

Only problem is: I BO LUI.
howwww ): I must see key before I die for eoys! Or before I get any motivation for eoys(according to leekarman)

HAHAHAHA so like CCAS ARE NO MORE. for the next 3 weeks i think. As much as I love se, this is seriously the break I've been looking for since foreverrrrrrr.
Yay me.
Okay so last tuesday, I had my first going home day with a Rachel Leang. It sucks waiting for people who are late (hurrhurr) and it's a really retarded journey home. She was playing with my phone-_- I mean like WTH she was playing fruit slice on 158. And angry birds on mrt. Seriously rachel, are you sure you're fifteen?? AHHAHA.

While playing fruit slice:
R: I should just do this and chop all the fruits *swipes in circles*
(the next thing that came out was a bomb)

ehhhhh walao writing on blog sucks. Cos it doesn't give you the full funny effect as when you say it in person. it was really hilarious i swear!!!

Okay forget it. But today was symposium and it was really really boring. Like food police (mehhh)???!!! okayyy i was supposed to wait for suli and i think she's damn pissed at me now cos we became in different groups.
BUT I WENT TO ANOTHER GROUP COS JUNDE WAS WITH HER.
So it all comes down to stupid jundyy. Sighhhhhhhhhh.
And kester and junan refuses to tell me what they talked about that day! AAAARGH KESTER YOU FAKING BETRAYER ):

2011-07-27T21:21:00.000+08:00

Turns out my symposium is not boob implant with evasam. :(
AHAHAHAHAH but guess what? I'm in this retarded food police thing (totally boring ): ) with the retarded michellelimsijia. HAHAHAHA cos the other retard named huangxiaoooooooooooooootaeyangoooooooo pangsehed us for something better :/
I dont love her anymore hahahaha.

Oh and I just founded the most retarded thing everrrr in my whole life.

really. REALLY GO LOOK HAHAHA.
okay not funny. :/

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anw haochen's piano performance is like some fuckingassawesomeshit. This best classical performance i have ever watched in my whole life.
He's my new idol. But obv not the way I spazz over key and tom and arthur.
hehehe. Tom felton and arthur bowen is hot like hell :D
oh oh oh oh and lemme continue my birthday gratitudes ho ho.

4. Thank you linchin for the really reaaaaaaaallyyyyyy nice present. SO EX SIAH THE WHOLE THING you never take away some of the price tag yo. xD really appreciate it, though I not really renxin to use the shinee balloon HAHAHAHA 5bux leyyy :/
5. Thank you Michelle ~~and huangxiao~~ for the really nice present! thank god you didn't get the cup with the same design as the one linchin gave me, or else I would have to ~~kill huangxiao with it~~. Thank you Michelle ILY!!!! :D
6. Thank you siying for the neoprints! LOLOLOLOLLLLLLL i look damn retarded inside-.- oh and the card also! But idk where i placed it...

which reminds me....

~~OMFG WHERE DID I PUT HUANG'S PRESENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~

2011-07-26T22:37:00.000+08:00

I feel...

disappointed at everyone living in this world now.

Don't ask me why. I think my brain is:
50% shiat
30% crazy goals and dreams
19% dead brain cells
0.9% using up all my energy to get me to work on my commentary but failing
0.1% actually doing commentary

Meaning. I will die for MEP on thursday. At least I did my physics assignment and chinese worksheet ._.
I'm sitting with Abby and Jundy for next time. Maybe Jundy will regret his choice LOLOL.

I've turned from slacker to mugger to slackest.

I WANT TO SLEEEEEEP ):

2011-07-23T23:27:00.000+08:00

this is the guy I'm going to see tmr at the concert.
He is 21years old this year.
He's from Shanghai, China.
He was Gold medalist/First Prize Winner at some wellknown international competition.
His teacher, is Langlang's teacher.

Dear God, I'm jealous (other than the born in China part). OOPS!

I love my life.

2011-07-23T22:56:00.000+08:00

No. My life sucks.
Sighhhh. I'm so busy, and lsk keeps giving us hw!! I think maybe I will owe some of her hw until the eoys, which probably meant I wont ever see her again = no need to hand up hw. LOLOL really!
As much as I love SE, I think that I'm probably regretting about running for the comm. Yes, I want the best for SE, but I should have thought about my commitments. Every since I'm in the comm, I dont think I had any goodnight's rest.
I've started thinking seriously about my life, and I feel so wise and mature (ahem I know you think otherwise;) ) but REALLY LORH. Like. I think it's also partially because of my being mdm fang's students. I think after I officially became her student, it's like I have to be more commited towards piano.
Then, compared to all the other 3C people, I think I've become more careful in terms of lots of thing. Like how I keep trying to keep up with school work to prevent any more copying of hw (which totally failed).

this guy some zai seriously. 10 years old only!-.- and I'm fifteen and I'm playing that for workshop on monday. You tell me how larhhhh, I today not free, tmr even more not free. GG for ws. If I need to reach that standard^, I will need to prac like 6hours tmr-.- Which is impossible cos if I wake up at 9am (which I dont usually do) I would spend half an hour getting up and eating. Then I would spend 1.5 hours practicing piano. And I would spend 1h to go to bugis to eat lunch with siying. And after 1 hour I would watch HP with her at iluma and letsay we watch until 3.30pm. Then I would make do 15 minutes of shopping for huangxiao's present. And another 15min to make my way back to mrt station to meet my mum. And it would take us 1hour to get to Singapore Conventional Hall (Idk how to go LOLOL) to watch this piano performance. And it's approx. 2h. So by the time the whole thing ends, say it's about 7pm. Then I would need to get back to simei to go to my dad's shop (which I do every sunday if I dont have any appointments) until we close at 9 and reach home at 10. I would take 1 hour to bathe and blow my hair. 11pm. Time to sleep.

YOU TELL ME HOW.
Goddammit.
Nooooooooo. I can't wait for everything to be over :/ And everything = everything before EOYs.

you can tell I'm a goner from the whole lot of crap shit this post has.

Honeyyyy

2011-07-21T23:29:00.000+08:00

I love taylor swift. Her songs make so much sense.
Okay whatever. I think my blog is really really damn boring. It's like, my little place to pour out all my frustration and anger. The only (half) pleasant things are all the shinee fangirlings. Lolol. I gave up about my dream of seeing them (and key). I think that is really mature of me. I will think of them more often only after this year's eoys is over. At this rate, my gpa of 3.6 will never be achieved.
Out of all the 8 subjects I'm taking, the only ones I understand truly deep down to the bone:

Maths

I should really go date maths shouldn't I. I hate it so much, and yet it's like my best subject. Even MEP can't be compared to it.
Talking about MEP, ms lin and mr firdaus kept stressing to us every week about our studies. I figured that they are really really reaaaaally worried about us. Ms lin wanted to close our A-level class. Lemme tell you this, over my dead body. Everyone (teenfong chensi cheery) thinks so too. Stressed, yes. But it's our interest. No way are we gonna back out from this.

Okayy. Walao this post is just going to be another stressed-out post, wont it?
I think I should sleep.

BTW...
Thanks for all the birthday wishes to those who wished me! :) I have to admit that I'm really really pissed at people who owes me my presents.
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NAH I'm just joking. I'm really touched whenever people gives me presents :)
Firstly,
Thank you mummy and daddy for giving me a ring with my name engraved on it! It must have costed sooo much ): I love you guys sooo much. Sometimes we really piss each other off, but please really really know that whenever I shout at you guys, 0.000000000000001 second after the first words left my mouth, I regret it. But i mean, wont it be weird if you scream something like "WA(laoo eh !@#$%^)..." and to stop saying. Its like you're crying like some big baby. HAHAHHAA okay jk but I love you guys muacks muacks muacks. Thanks for the awesome birthday cake too. It's really yummy and it really cost alot for such a big cake for a family of 3 hehehe. We finished it fast though! I'm fat. Really.
Secondly,
Thank you Abigail for getting me Eona! HAHAHAHAHA kygo is sooooooo freaking awesome! I love eona <3 hahahahhaha. But lolol okay i think i'm quite bad to you sometimes cos maybe i ignore you and stuff, but I hope you know I'm trying real hard :D I LOVE YOU EVASAM :D
Thirdly,
all my NAFA friends who made the effort to wish me happpy birthday even though I'm not really that close to you. It's reallly touching (to me) to have such great friends like you.

I'm a really emotional person. :')

2011-07-21T22:20:00.000+08:00

I admit I'm insensitive at some times, but don't you see how hard I'm trying to change?? Compared to the last time, I'd say I improved a whole lot, and you don't even know how much effort and energy this had costed me.
Not that I care about me being tired or whatsoever. I can sleep in class LOLOL. But even insensitive people like me have a hurt side too. If you just keep pushing, don't say I'm insensitive. That is totally what I do when I can't take it anymore. If you think that me changing means that I don't have any feelings anymore, then you don't know me at all.
I admit I'm selfish too. I'm pretty sure everyone has that bit of selfish side to them. But don't you think you don't have the authority to say that I'm selfish, when this time, the selfish one is you?

I'm tired of giving in to everyone.

DID YOU HEAR?

2011-07-11T22:44:00.000+08:00

SHINEE IS COMING TO SINGAPORE.
ON 10 SEPTEMBER 2011.
WHICH IS DURING HOLIDAYS.
AND THE TICKETS????
$135-$215 (EXCLUSIVE OF $3 BOOKING FEE-_-)
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OHMYGARD.
I JUST HAD AVRIL'S CONCERT. NOWWWW I NO MONEY! MUST SAVEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!! CHIONG AHHH!

what a freaking AWESOME news to lighten up my dampened spirit from cca.

I don't bloody get it. I think dumb (and stupid) people should never be allowed to join any thing related to comm. Idc if its cca or class or whatever, cos the comm runs something, and if stupid and retarded people like you come... well think what will happen to the others. If someone as dumb and stupid and retarded and brainless like you can get to be a comm member, I don't see why other people are not qualified to be e.g. chairperson or even god. Omg, can you be at least more self conscious about yourself you bitch? People tell you stuff that you don't believe, whose loss is it really? And when you found out in the end that you're in the wrong and others are in the right, you don't seem to find that you have to apologise, and pretend everything is going YOUR FUCKING WAY, and think you have higher authority than others. I mean, seriously, this happened not only once, but thrice. Some fucking idiot seriously. Don't you even feel ashamed of yourself at all? Plus, this freaking role in the comm you're in now shouldn't even belong to you. You shouldn't even be in the comm in the first place. Why do you think you have the abilities to care, serve, and lead if you don't fucking do any of them. Just because you're in a better class than me doesn't mean that you can look down on others and think you can boss other people around rightttt???? And all the stuff that I did with all my hardwork (such as tidying up part of the library), you JUST HAVE TO FUCKING BLOODY MAKE IT ALL MESSY AGAIN. What's your problem seriously? You think you just arrange the library according to alphabetical order means that making it messy doesn't matter? DOES IT EVEN MAKE SENSE TO YOU, YOU FUCKING BLOODY IDIOT. If it's messy, doesn't it just return to square 1?? AND PLUS, whenever people lend scores FROM YOU and RETURN THEM TO YOU, you come wagging your tail to me cos you only turn to me for help whenever you need it. Like fuck you, I'm not your maid, or your fucking underdog. And you always make me so freaking pissed and angry and upset cos I need to fucking find the displaced scores, BECAUSE PEOPLE SAID THEY RETURNED THE SCORES TO YOU. And you will finally find them like, 27406years later. Don't you think this is a fucking waste of time for both you and me? Okay lah you're smart okay? If you like it, I can say that to your face. And I'm like some fucking idiot. And therefore, I need more time than you, cos I need time to make my stupid retarded mind catch up with yours. Stop thinking that you can boss over me. Don't you think it's really weird how no one really liked you ever since you're in primary school till now? Don't you even try to find out which part of your attitude is the problem??? DO YOU EVEN KNOW HOW BLOODY HATED YOU ARE RIGHT NOW.
Lemme tell you this. Fucking get off my business (and other people's business too), cos you're fucking annoying.

Bloody hell. No one made me so fucking pissed in my life before. _|_

*chillllls*
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*looking forward to shinee concert!!!!*

2011-07-09T23:17:00.000+08:00

oh. and you know you know btw. I've got nothing to do now. SO. I'll just... spam posts???
nah. just pictures hehehehhehehehehe.

ONEW IS DAMN FREAKING CUTE MAN OMGOSH.

I TOUCHED HIM. WHATCHA WANT HAHAHAHAHA.

SEE KEY DOESNT WANTCHA.

CUTE :D

CUTE

okay.

key damn cute.

okay. usually i refrain from posting weird and gross stuff like this. but....... it's too hilarious.

This too LOL. the face is totally ironic to whatever the words say.

er.

WALAO THIS PICTURE HORH.
jh damn shuai HAHAHAHA. only exception!

SHUAI.

HAAHHA.

okay i should really really study now. No. not really. I'm going to sleep yay.

oh oh oh oh oh and i gotcha new phone yayyy.

2011-07-09T22:57:00.000+08:00

I think I'm a nerd, but I love reading. A LOT.
I've retrieved my real bad habit of going to all the author's websites to look at their new book releases, and like look forward to when the next book of the series is coming about. And stuff like that. Mostly it just includes hyperventilating in front of the computer.
I'm so dumb.
I'm tearing over books that doesn't seem to ever arrive to Singapore anytime cos I've been waiting for them for... 2 years. Dumb. Oh and also, looking forward to books that will only be published next year. Dumb. Oh and also, getting myself all fidgety reading the spoilers of the books that had already arrived at the other countries but not in Singapore. Dumbest.

OH BLOODDDDY HELL. I'VE WAITED FOR:
Eona (2years)
5th book of Gallagher Girls Series (erm. barely a week)
Bitterblue of Graceling (TWO YEARS!!!!!!!!!)
Dead Lock of Darcie Lock Series (A FREAKING FREAKING 3 YEARS.)
3rd book of Undine Series which I totally forgot the title (FOREVER cos it published but refuses to sell to Singapore BECAUSE the previous 2 books were from a different publisher. WTH so much for waiting-.-)

*bangs head on table*

I'm so nerd. Really. And well well well. I'm really going mad.
I haven't revised ANYTHING yet. Like, erm, physics and maths test THIS WEEK. wth-.-
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOo. and my stupid chinese file. AND jianbao. AAARGH. I cant keep up with school. I think I'm going to fail all my tests. So much for gpa of 3.6-.-

I think the 55th anniversary is freaking wasting alot of my time. And tmr, I still have birthday dinner for my grandmother.
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oh my freak. I just realised that another book I'm currently reading now has a sequel coming out....

next year-.-

I'm such a freaking sucker for stuffs like this. God save me.

2011-07-03T19:17:00.000+08:00

THIS IS SO. DAMN. CUTE. OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG. SEXY LIKE HELL SIAH. TELL ME CAN YOU BEAT THAT CAN YOU BEAT THAT CAN YOU BEAT THAT! HAHAHAHHAHAHAH!

AND THIS THIS THIS THIS THIS!!!!! IS EXACTLY WHY I LOVE SHINEE SO MUCH. THEY IMPROVED SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH EVER SINCE THEY DEBUT. I'M SOOOO PROUD OF THEM I WANT TO CRY!!! :"D SM TOWN. PLEASE COME TO SINGAPORE!!!!!!!

And watch snsd's new mv! HAHAHAHAH no offence. But sh's hairstyle is screwed max.
She was never my favorite anw. :/ HAHAHAHHAHA i feel mean.

and I realised I havent bought hx's bday present oh screw me I still have to decide what to get abigail. I'm gonna be broke again. Sorry bob i owe you HAHAHA.

Hello :)

2011-07-03T18:27:00.000+08:00

I'm finally blogging again! Hahaha I think my blog sucks, and I dont think anyone comes anymore except for Jingxuan. But I think she's starting to not come already. Sighhhh ): But I finally got around fixing my blog soooooooo hahahaha I'll just blog.
Okay so june holidays are over, and I'm just sad cos school = no more sleeping and more yawning in classes. But nahhh, I'm damn guai now and I'm mugging like crazy so I'll get 4.0 gpa.
That will happen over my dead body. D:
HAHAHHA so during the june holidays I didnt step out of my house unless its se. And the last week of sch, I had this really really reaaaaaaaaaaaally failed study date with Abby cos all we did was eating and talking. And for the whole 3hourstudydate, I only wrote like 4 lines of the san wen, which I totally dumped to write another one cos I digressed. After like the first line of the composition. So fail :/
And I met up with the idmi group on the thursday before sch started, and okay we were rather productive (i think0.o) and went out for another study with lusiying at macs cum lunch. Was DAMN PRODUCTIVE whenever I have study date with siying alone. HAHAHA. Oh and we sort of pranked rachel leang during her -ahem- date. HAHAHAHAHA. I finished all my physics + sanwen that day. Awesome much.

Then, school started, and everyone copies hw from ppl who finished hw *proud* HAHAHA. But anw, I decided that Idc if they copy my hw or if they slack for projects cos after all, since they dont care, why should I? And CA marks are only worth 20% per semester, which isnt really much since there's so much hw going around.
And so, school without evangel is quite okay LOL. We miss her, and our cloque is odd-numbered, but it isnt as bad as I thought 0.o Just wished she was around to spread her contagious craziness. Hehehehe.

Oh and the most crazy thing: I gained weight DURING SCHOOL. I was soooo light during the hols. SHOULDN'T IT BE THE OTHER WAY ROUND?!??!!? ):

hehehehe okay. Btw I love se!! xD

I don't wanna fall to pieces, I just wanna sit and stare at you.

2011-06-19T23:29:00.000+08:00

I'm back after how long cos of se camp. Whooooooo~
okay as much as I'd like to make it sound funnnnn (which maybe is??), the camp was:
1. Tiring
2. Tiring
3. Tiring.
My legs died by the time I reached home and on friday night I went to sleep right after I bathed and I tell you, after all those nights of insomnia I finally had this really peaceful sleep for which I didn't wake up until 14 hours later at 2 in the noon and I didn't wake up immediately and was almost dragged out of bed by the leg cos my mum thinks I'm a big fat pig.

Does that even make any sense???

ehhhh so cute!!!
Hahahahaha i realised almost all the previous blogposts includes some random pictures of shinee related stuff. I digress so much it's disturbing me0.o

So omg the hectic week is OVUH. But there's another one coming up-.-
It's supposed to be chiong-hw-week. And guess what. i have to return to school for at least 3 days. Plus one full day of piano related stuff.
And sooooo many hw to be done!! ):

Homework:
~~Indices & Surds~~
Quadratic Equations & Curves
Quadratic Functions
~~Polynomials~~
~~Functions~~

~~Chinese Jian Bao~~
~~Book Review: San Wen~~
~~Book Review: Xiao Xiao Shuo~~
~~Si Han~~
Chinese San Wen

~~LA Book Review~~
~~LA Article Review~~

Physics MCQ 12
~~Physics Assignment 12~~(Left few questions blank)
~~Physics MCQ 13~~
~~Physics Assignment 13~~(Left question 3b)
~~Ten Year Series~~(Left Heat Capacity/Change of State Chapter)
Past Year EOY Paper

Chem Past Year EOY Paper
Chem Online Quiz

ACE Project

IDMI Storyboarding.

Wapiang eh. And to think I wanted to do revision-.-

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO CUTE OMGOSHHH :D especially key his hairstyle is like. so.
SEXAEEE. :'D
HAHAHAHAHAHA. I can't seem to upload the last gif with everyone in it. Sighhhhhh.
Okay. So. i'm going to school tmr, At 7.45am. So freaking late now must go sleep and be guai xiao hai ;)

What goes around doesn't necessarily comes back around.

2011-06-12T19:15:00.000+08:00

After much grumbling and sitting around rotting away, the busiest week of the holidays have come! And as much as I look forward to it, I'm sort of dreading it cos:

What if I die from too much stress, effort, and excitement?

Okay that's nonsense but it's sooooo freakingly busy my mind is going to blow.

Monday:
SE CIP at Renci. And out of all the songs we're gonna play, I only know how to play like half. Damn. And I need to wake up uber early and reach school at 7am. Being a librarian is tough. Thank god for Cheryl and private transports :)

Tuesday:
Shopping with Xinyu at tampines for SE Camp shopping! Whewwwww finally I'm going to get out of my stinking house.

Wednesday - Friday:
SE CAMP! WHOOO :) Awww yufei I'll miss you so much :/ sad you cant join us. Lalalalala remember to buy me souveniors! HAHAHHAHAH kidding ;)

hot. teehee!
okay so anyway, it's some kinda heads up for me. Dang all the homework I only finished:

3 Maths
1 LA article + 1 LA book review (LA hw all done!! :) )
2 Chinese book review + 1 Chinese SiHan + 1 Chinese Jianbao
1 Physics Worksheet

tmd. My life is screwed.

6.46pm

2011-06-05T18:47:00.000+08:00

I'm finally blogging again yay me.
I think this blog is reaaaaaaally boring. Why do any of you come HUH?
But anw anw anw, DID YOU GUYS SEE?! SHINee's Japanese Version of Replay. HOT LIKE HELL :>

Hot. HAHAHAHA key is really damn cute in blond curls man HAHAHAHA how can anyone say he's gay? WHYYY?!?! and Onew is SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO CUUUUTE. Oh god *faints* Well all of them definitely looks younger than last time. MUCH younger.

LOL sorry minho, but he's really damn cute here! x) Key is still cutest though ;)

Okay so back to stuff.
SOOO. I'm a librarian, and LOLOL the week was rather boring for me except for the fact that I finished my Indices & Surds holiday homework over that one week ONLY. Damn I'm such a freaking slacker.
So, wednesday and thursday we had MEP camp and lolol yes there were a lot of other schools and we were all split up into different groups. I was grouped with Chua Yuru (LOLOL) and it was quite awkward between us at first cos we're not really close-.-
But thats the whole point of the camp isnt it? Get us to be more bonded with people whom we're not close with.
So the first day was rather boring cos we have to learn about:

1. Beijing Opera.
Didnt we like learn this during ACC? Sucks to be me LOLOL. There was live demonstration and we had this singalong section which was hilarious cos no one wanted to sing. LOL.

2. Indian music and Indian Dance.
Didnt we learn this last year too? LOL but okay there was indian dancing and no I dont know how to do that weird head thingy that no one knows how to do.

3. Gamelan music
No dont ask me I dont even know what the hell was that until I stepped into the room HAHAHA. But we switched around playing with instruments and I found my first non-dhs-school friend there! LOL. They're really cool ;)

Then on thursday we returned and there's more gamelan. I died during the presentation seriously. While others were playing their gamelan instruments or doing the wayang kulit (which btw is the puppet thingy with the screen and shadow) me and yuru were the narrators and I tell you something. Everyone EVERYONE EVERYONE noticed when I said:

"Barney tried to knock down the house down."

fml seriously HAHAHAH it's damn embarrassing! Thank god I'm not meeting any of them anymore... hmm...

Okay so anyway I became closer with yuru i think 0.o that's good. and i made pretty good friends from other schools like Victoria from MGS (WHO, btw, is jeremiah's chinese penpal). I think she's quite pretty x)

After that me yufei and lydia went to get ready for Asean Summit performance. It was really bad. Trust me. But I felt that I put in my best, so even though I was sad, I was still happy.
Okay what did I just say.

doesnt tamin look good in red hair? LOL no im not referring to the right one. He looks fat in that one 0.o LOL but he's cute too! ;)
LOL distraction. But anw after the Asean Summit concert I attempted to wait for Victoria, but she pangsehed me(okay not really) but I'm going to miss her lots! Dear Victoria, may your mouth heal well. Soon. HAHAHHA or else you wont be able to sing xx
Then the current se comm (ME ME and ME) went down to talk to ms ku about our certain arrangements and I spied on the mep orchestra. LOL @ yufei and *******.
We walked to macs and it was sorta emo cos jingxuan was emoing and I went to accompany her then jiaying made her walk faster and by that time I had no mood to talk to anyone else so people thought I emo and yeah. Yufei was damn emo too.
And me yufei lydia and jinxuan sat in one lonely corner while the rest sat at another table and we thought the comm meeting was going to fail. Then we shifted to another table where we had our real discussion and...

It is really a success. A Huge one LOL for a first meeting.

We settled the buddy system and some of the disclipine?? and what else... camp issues. But idk something else is missing. But I thought it was rather fun, and although I lost my inner peace (HAHAHHAHA HI LYDIA), I got my calm back by the time I reach home.
I'm really really reaaally reaaaaaaaaaaaaaally changing for the better. I lose my temper less easily now, and I dont swear half as much as I did last time. That's good.
Right???

This is really reaally cute. Especially the last three. LOLLL onew looks like a cheekohpei ):
okay yay. bye :)

2011-05-31T23:04:00.002+08:00

This is weird 0.o I'm gonna change blogskin again. Hmmm..

10.33pm

2011-05-30T21:54:00.002+08:00

I really really hate my life. Everytime I think that my life starts to get better (or me for a matter of fact) things always have to rollercoaster down and ruin my day again.
I realised my previous post was sooo full of weird grammer mistakes that I dont even understand myself due to my anger that time HAHAHAHA it's funny :,) or maybe I'm just trying to comfort myself from my super shitty mood. So lololol i'm trying to cheer myself up from reading other people blogs. HAHAHA rachel ho's and huang's ones are entertaining :,D Thank god for awesome bloggers.
So, I had really bad days ever since last monday. I remembered something bad happened on Sunday too, but I forgot so I will just skip that day. So,
Monday was horrible because History Elective and was sunny and hot and my legs died. Seriously. Oh and also, I totally embarrassed myself in front of all my seniors and juniors because I made a speech for the elections that totally blew off my mind and their minds cos it was plain sucky and idk how come anyone voted for me at all.
Tuesday was horrible because History Elective was just plain boring and all the things in the previous post. But after that it's kinda okay cos clique went to klp to eat, and me and evangel kept going crazy over babies LOLOL. we walked some freaking long route to klp-.-
Wednesday was horrible cos of IDMI. Seriously, do they give a damn about anything?
Thursday was pretty okay i think. Did cip with 3B and 3C and for my class we had to bring old folks all the way to BoonLay from Lavender and we need to pay for their travels and food. Oh god I wasted $7.50. And then after everything ended, me and gang (hehee) headed to Bugis to buy KOI. So yupyup everything was okay... until I reached school, and we had this Asean Summit Rehearsal which is nothing but a plain bore and a waste of time. Seriously. And idk but i think I got pissed too. Forgot why :/
Friday was horrible because it's Evangel's last day of school. So it's naturally sucky.
Why do all my bestfriends leave me when things get awesome):
Like my primary 1 bff left at p3 for Loyang Primary without telling me, cos apparently she felt too sad to tell me-.- And Rachel Ling left last year to tjc. And now evangel. Sighhhhhhhh.
Oh and ofcourse, it's elections results. No I'm not the DM. Xinyu is. Can you guess?
I. am a freaking librarian. Me. Hong Siyu. A. Librarian.

HAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAAHHAHAHAH. I think it's damn weird cos I like to scold people and stuff. So if, I'm a librarian, and I scold people, I'm no different than the dhs librarians whom everyone hates. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA. Welcome to hell, librarian. Silverfish and cockroaches await you. How tempting.
Not.
OMFG? I'm like such a freaking, disorganised person. But HAHAHA i'm not disappointed or stuff. Just stressful. Then new comm members plus old comm members went to suntec pepperlunch for dinner ;) yummmm.

okay this post is boring no pictures one ://///////////

2011-05-25T14:15:00.002+08:00

Im so fcking bored. Just done with idmi. I hate my group seriously. They just dao and dont do anything and slack and okay lah i admit i didnt most of the work but i did something in the end please, and i am so goddamn busy. I dont get why all of you ppl keep saying you're busy when:

1. You dont learn anything else outside other than school and idc if you have tuition cos tuition is your parents force you and you keep complaining. if you dont camp around the comp the whole time, and get offline only at like 4am in the morning, stop complaining that you have no sleep. you dont use half as much energy as me everyday trying to practice my piano only to have my neighbours complain im banging the piano.
2. You have all the time in the world. You're not commited to anything else, and all yall do when you get home is sleep and play and eat like some facking fat pig. So what if you have tuition. Why dont you do your hw when you get just that teeny bit of free time. Something is better than nothing. It's okay to digress for a while, but while you have no commitments, you guys should be able to sleep at 6pm everyday for all i can. You guys should be able to have enough sleep everyday. I'm so much busier than all of you and I still try to make an effort to sleep before 12am everyday cos i know sleep is important to me, and still i dont even have the energy the next day cos do you know how energy consuming practicing piano is. It's like pe, 5 times round. So stfu in front of me.

I dont get how all of you dont bloody do your fcking ass hw when all of us gets the same share, and others even more (eg murong: she is guzheng lingdao and she learns guzheng in nafa and chinese dance in nafa) and yes she's still so hardworking and tries to do her hw on time. yall camp online, on fb and stuff, and yadayada all yall do is go to school and copy hw. im sorry i copied some of your hw ok? it's just damn fcking irritating when everyone just tries to get their hands on the assignment you did for fcking dno how many hours just cos you topped the class in 1 bloody test.
Is this the punishment you get for trying to pay attention in class and trying hard not to fall asleep, and yet being the best?
Im not being ego or anything. Im just trying to get this into your minds. It's okay if we discuss our questions, or if its once in a while you copy stuff. but i bet other classes dont do that.

fuck. i hate this week.
Sunday turned out bad. I forgot why. Im sorry I have stm, I cant help it. Cos i have too much in mind. So stop your complainings about how I forget stuff easily. __
Monday and Tuesday is worse. History elective. Being split up into groups. I mean I will definitely not mind if i have anyone i know in my group. And out of the whole 40 people, I got fcking irritating people like yohanes (no im not going to help you save your fcking retarded face and your stupid huge pompiness and reputation - i doubt you have any) cos they look down on stupid people (who are, ahem, people who are lower than his class and IQ) and just rolls their eyes in front of you cos you're too stupid for him. Okay lah I'm stupid so what. I didnt come to dhs based on my studies so what. You dont look down on me just cos I'm stupider than you and im not even worth dog's shit so there. What can you do about me? I'm so fcking idiotic and retarded I dont understand a single word that came out of your holy mouth. What can you do about that? I'm just stupid. Live with it.
Im so glad im never ever going to meet you again. Hopefully. or maybe I should. Cos maybe when you downgraded yourself into my class next time, maybe you'll just understand how exactly smart (or stupid) you are.
ok. so monday was walking under the hot sun. and lots of complainings coming from holy mouth.
tuesday is more complainings from holy mouths. particularly about dogshitme.
wednesday, which is today, im really going to explode. You guys dont do idmi lah. Dont do lah. Slack there forever and leave the rest of the work to me yuansiang (and maybe seanlew??) lah. Fck you seriously __ you have no rights to tamper with my grades.

I wonder what will happen tmr seriously. CIP. Confirm something will go wrong one.
No, im not going to say fckmylife. I'd rather say:
"fck your lives and go die"
seriously. Im living such a happy life without all of you.

2011-05-22T19:58:00.004+08:00

oh oh oh oh oh and one more thing:
alexander acted in the seeker!

ok off to fangirl and mourn. HOTTTT!

EDIT:
omfg. Do you know, Do you know, DO YOU KNOW WHY ALEXANDER ISNT PEETA?!?!?!!?
because:...

"Alexander Ludwig - PRO: Right age at 19. CON: Too pretty to seem like he was born into a famine-stricken wasteland"

Goddamnyou!!!

hmm. lucas till isnt that bad too ;) he's damn shuai.
back to mourning! breadboy ftw!

Hunger Games Cast

2011-05-22T19:31:00.002+08:00

omg. YES. the movie is coming out next year! squeakysqueaky :D
I'm like rereading the series again. FINALLY got my hands on catching fire and mockjay on friday! ;) Had good night sleeps after reading it even though it gives the people in the story nightmares 0.o oh well. It's the best series everrrrr.
I'm thinking maybe the book will become popular. Like twilight. and come on, everyone knows how much twilight sucks-.- Vampires and werewolves and humans with powers. HUHH. Seriously?!?!
and I like the way the story calls propaganda films "propos". What a cool name. Betcha cant do that ;)
and now, the real nightmare has come:
Characters for the Hunger Games Movie (confirmed):

omg? old enough to be my eldest cousin.. who is married.

But the horror is below, Peeta Mellark. I mean seriously!?!?!? he's the sweetest and awesomest character in the book (biased much ;D) and he's supposed to be hot the stuff, but look at this?!?! :

erm. excuse moi?
ok granted. He's good looking when he's younger. BUT look at cato. Cato is just some other minor character. AND LOOK WHO'S ACTING HIM *fumes*

O_O

totally fits the description of peeta! AAAARGH. Blond hair and Blue eyes. WHY DO THEY NEED TO FIND SOME GUY LIKE JOSH TO ACT PEETA. WHY WHY WHYYYYYY!???!!!!!!!

damn. Alexander Ludwig is really really hot.

and this is katniss everdeen. Ew. old enough to be my mother._.
and the nightmare has barely begun
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HAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAH seriously?!?!!?!?!?! she's old enough to be my grandmother! TWICE. HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA.

Okay I feel mean. But seriously! People gotta have better taste when filming-.-

ESPECIALLY MYYYYYY PEETA MELLARK. WHYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!! I shall go hide in one corner and mourn by myself :( and maybe go mad like katniss in mockingjay. DONT MOCK ME.

i love breadboy! x

2011-05-19T14:51:00.002+08:00

im pushing the blackstar thing back again. omg I just CANT!
cant stop thinking about avril.
HAHAHHAHA. I cant stop myself from taking a break from kpop and going crazy over epop! WHOOOO!!! Major influence from Rachel Ho if you ask me. Hmmmm.
anw, ytd was BaeDay!!! :)
anw, HBL sucks. And im not at macbeth now cos apparently my grandma is in hospital. OMG GRANDMA I LOVE YOU ),:
damn no mood to blog now. Im just freaking worried over my GPA, my piano, my cca, my elections, and of course my grandma. GWS ):

2011-05-15T18:06:00.002+08:00

It's 10 days to SHINee's 3rd year debut! which means:
It's 10 days to the 3rd year of the day when Key became officially, a ~~BLACK~~ SHINING STAR. WOHHOOOOO ILY KEY!
ok HE'S SO DAMN CUTE AND SHUAI AND HOT AND SEXY OH MY MAMA. okay stop it hong siyu. HAHAHAHA as in seriously he's so cute, he's a bloody good cook (ngmurong if you see this you might just want to marry him cos he can cook all those good food on your blog - HE GOT CHEF'S LICENSE!!! a celebrity+cook, what more can you ask for?? ;) ), he's a bloody awesome rapper, and he's like some superduper flexible dancer (better than taemin if you ask me), and like a godly singer. You can't ask more in a guy like him :)
p.s. ahem. brains aren't exactly appetising, arent they? hmm but he's still a good cook. (Y)

so bloody shuai. Don't they look like brothers?? :)

anw, im here to complain and cheer myself up yayyyyyyyyy.

Good thing:

I'm going out with Rachel Ling Jiaxin and Karman in the june hols!!! I CANT WAIT COS I BLOOOOOOODY MISS THEM. I miss 2A times ):

Bad thing:

aka complaining.

I hate people who just copy whatever we do cos they're not accepted into the crowd and are trying to AttractAttention. ohmytian if you dont know anything, can you please stfu and not try to act pro in front of people? You're just making yourself silly.

Good thing:

MY PIANO TEACHER MDM FANG JUST GAVE ME TO 'GO' SIGN TO GO TO EASTERN EUROPE. which totally means:

I'M GOING TO EUROPE. HAHAHAHHAHA ok this is weird. It's just like that time when zhangyuchong the bastard said:

"the line in the middle is the middle line."

Wtf srsly?!?! HAHAHAHAHAH.

Bad thing:

aka more complaining.

I totally hate it when people who are losers (aka the above person) ruins our day by taking authority over our ownself and making decisions for others. You do it ALL THE TIME - aka every cca (urhmm) day. You just have to bloody spoil my day. You stinky poop ass.

Good thing:

I'm almost done with my piano competition pieces! omfck it seems damn fast. Almost 2 years have passed since I've entered the top 8 nationally in the biannual piano and violin national competition! I hope I get into like the finals this year - I've been working really really hard! :) and my pieces I'm playing:

1. Beethoven's Sonata Op.10 No.3 1st Movement

2. Mendelssohn's Rondo Capriciosso

3. Debussy's Prelude No. 12, Fireworks

4. Prokofiev's Sonata No. 7 3rd Movement

Abigail when you see this, do go search on youtube(especially prokofiev's) to see how pro I am. HAHAHA just kidding. Just want you to be exposed to nice songs :) yayyyyy

okay but anw, prokofiev is the hardest song I've ever played in my whole life. Dammit.

~~Bad~~Good thing:

MY PIANO TEACHER IS SOOOO FREAKING PROUD OF ME TODAY DURING LESSON. hahahahaha WHICH MADE MY MUM PROUD OF ME. cos of this phrase my teacher said:

"哇！我好高兴，你刚刚弹的，是去比赛的水准！"

fuck I was damn happy too:) and i think it's a good mother's day gift to my mum. LOL sorry its like damn late :/ paiseh!

ok anw to finish off this post - some avril stuff! :)

Avril Lavigne - Black Star

Black star, Black star,

you will always be,

A Shining Star, Shining Star,

be where ever you can be,

A Rockstar, Rockstar,

you will always be,

A Black star, Black star, Black star,

Black star, Black star, Black star.

I LOVE AVRIL. MUACKZXC. ewwww. hahaha.

and I figured that since a blackstar = shining star = rockstar, SHINee is DEFINITELY a blackstar. HAHAHA you know? Shining SHINee!! xP

ok that was lame.

and of course zai me figured out how to play Black star on the piano BY MYSELF. HAHAHHAHAHA ok zilian much :) I swear, I rarely do this. Especially about piano :D

ok tata cant wait for the week-with-only-one-day-of-school-which-is-tmr. :)

wheeee

2011-05-15T17:06:00.002+08:00

Awesomeness. Avril's single from new album Goodbye Lullaby is 3rd on the 91.3 charts. WOOHOO! Go Avril!
Anw Im not going to continue Black Star part 2 now cos Im using a different laptop and I am outside. Hmmmmm. This is what I call 有劳有获. HAHAHA sorry I made that up, but it's cos I've put in hard work for my cca and my piano. Whoo I love music.
LIKE HOW I LOVE AVRIL AND KEY HAHAHAHAHHA. shit ass I cant forgot last monday. Awesomest night everrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr spent with avril and rachel (ho) and huang and junjie and (wang) siying. LOL even though I dont really know her, and all I did during the concert was scream and sing and jump around AHAHHAA.
But anw, I've just finished catching myself up with Kpop ever since last monday till now's craze over avril and her awesome songs. And you know there's like this Korean Music Festival 2011 concert in korea. There's g.na, u-kiss(!!!), SISTAR, Secret, Jay Park(of 2pm!!!), 4Minute etcetc. Aka - really talented celebrities. Yeah even though I love SHINee and big bang, I think the above are really reeeeeeeeeeally talented until perfection. ESPECIALLY U-KISS AND JAYPARK hahahahahaahha a;)
and Im really starting to dislike lady gaga and katy perry more. i dont know why I used to like them so much. Hmmm. Lady gaga is just plain weird now, and katy perry's songs are getting suckier ever since after teenage dream.
I should really stop complaining. anw, its:
HARMONY OF STRINGS AND VOICES TMR. some name.___.
come come come. But i hope you dont see me. I'm not even standing in front for any of the items anyway :)
okayy bye :) massive kpop news time - again! :)

Black Star Part 1

2011-05-11T18:32:00.006+08:00

AVRIL LAVIGNE'S BLACK STAR TOUR IN SINGAPORE WAS AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEEE. cos got me.
ok but anw, it's really really fun! though I dont think avril enjoyed it that much ): anw met up with junjie that day and ate at pastamania and klp and bob was late (like always from what i saw from what was michellelimsijia's blog). HAHAHA. then we finished eating and bob came and she dabao-ed kfc and walked there and camped in front of the stall and premier entrance where we the VIPs are supposed to enter with AHHAHA.

the shirts were selling at FIFTY DOLLARS EACH. gard. but well huang and jj went to buy lightsticks which were nice :)

the poster! but i took the postcard too HAHAHHAH she's damn fucking chio thanks.
when we walked in. OMG YOU CAN SEE THE BLACK STAR RIGHT!! RIGHT!?!?!??! RIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!

we're sitting at the 5th and 6th rows. DAMMMMMN AWESOME COS WE WERE DAMN CLOSE!!!!!!xx :)

smokeysmokey :)

her awesome guitaristsssssss~~~~~

ok so my pics are damn fucking blur thanks. I will post next time.

2011-05-08T18:53:00.002+08:00

I know you're damn fucking jealous of me, I know, I'm like so awesome, like DUHH.

Now, scream.

teehee! it's like TOMORROW. and its in TWENTY-FIVE HOURS from now cos it's like 7pm now.

I'm outside now and screaming my head off and hypering by myself. Sigh, wished rachel/bob was here.

and rachel just retweeted a tweet. apparently one of justin bieber's guys are in singapore. omfg. if justin is here, and he's guest singer for avril tmr, ohmygod.

tmr will be damn bliss. not confirmed yet though xD

I look forward to Blackstar tour in Singapore soooo much, I've already decided what I'm wearing, and I'm dreaming weird stuff like dinnering with huangxiao and junjie hehehhee.

ok so im outside eating my one-night-before-big-day-dinner and blogging, and this small boy came (i guess he's around 5) and said:

"what are you doing to the computer, jiejie??"

omg DAMN FUCKING CUTE CAN. but i was speechless, so i daoed him and continued blogging. then his mom came and had to drag him away cos he wanted me to go eat with them O_O

talking about mothers, happy mom's day! I'm sorry i dont say i love you anymore since primary school, but whatever. AHAHHA. i love you *shyyy*

*hyperventilates* I CANT BELIEVE AVRIL IS WALKING ON THE SAME SINGAPOREAN GROUND AND LIKE BREATHING IN THE SAME SINAGPOREAN AIR AS ME. MEEEEEEE. AVRIL AND ME. AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

ps. just saw a guy with the shirt that says,

I♥Mao. and the heartshape has maozedong's face on it-.- goddammit what a time to remind me of the damn history test.

back to hypering!

today's a VIP day~

2011-05-02T22:11:00.002+08:00

g-dragon = cuteness overload seriously. no wonder he's my 2nd bias right after key <3
T.O.P. = sexy like hell. omg he looks abit like jonghyun here...

gdragon babehh!

GD's the most outstanding here. like DUHH.

i like this pic :)

but anw hi :)

I'm recovering miraculously cos I felt like dying 2-4 days ago.

went for study date today with evangel and siying. it was DAMN unproductive. Which is sooo unlike me cos ever since I could remember all my study dates are perfectly successful.

Met siying first! Cos evangel was living up to her name of the late queen. It's damn funny, cos she arrived, like, 1 hour later. Meanwhile, the time was spent at kfc idling our time away!~~~

Not. I was trying to study chem cos I missed 2 lessons and both were talking about the upcoming common test + going through of the previous common test + chemical equations. Somehow, some of it entered my brain. Like the nitrate being soluble? I think that's all I remember... and the alkali and acid one. but NOW im thinking it through and suddenly I just cant seem to recall what I studied just now._. fml.

Then went to library to meet evangel, and we camped at some ulu corner at the adult's BUSINESS (i mean seriously, does anyone reads them?!) and sat on the floor, and evangel said she's going to study business at hci. HAHA too bad for you evangel. and all those was before we got chased by the librarian and we came to realise there were these groups of students like us at EVERY other sector in the adult section so all of us are like in some long row next to each other just that there are shelves in between us. Walao eh must be because of them, cos when we came it was pretty quiet.

Then, we have nowhere to go to, and we camped outside Devil's Yoghurt, and because we're camping evangel and siying went to buy yoghurt. and attempted to tempt me. Good thing I'm not a yoghurt freak. I have no self control over food i love. No wonder I'm fat last time.

Then they finished their yoghurt, and we proceeded to popular to BUY CARDS FOR WUDERUI. wait is that how you spell his name? anw, it's like sucky we have to move just to get something for him. Thank god it's his last week teaching our class already I'm dying from boredom and I miss mdm ilyanna. Her pc lessons are cool (Y).

Then we proceeded to macs for the 3rd time and FINALLY found a seat. then we each bought a cup corn and siying bought another greentea. OMGOSH GREENTEA I MISS YOU SO MUCH I HOPE I CAN DRINK YOU TMR :) anw, we eated and gossiped and laughed like some crazy bitches (evangel is no doubt already one) and then siying had to go home and evangel is going to the rally afterwards-.- BORING. and we bough nuggets each one ate 2 HAHAH sorry i'm a pig i miss eating ~~junk~~ good food! and then we bought sushi next doors, and headed home :)

and i have to wake up uber early tmr to do functions quiz._. I NEED TO STUDY CHEM ONE YOU KNOW. erm. i think i'm flunking chem.

oh well. fml.

2011-05-01T17:25:00.004+08:00

ohmygod. onew damn fcking cute here. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

sigh. key is so cute. why doesn't anyone like him. WAI??????

onew and key <3 my favoites kpop celebrities of all time.

anw, hiatus over! :)

it's been a relaxing week for me, cos I missed 2 days of school and there's like long weekend cos monday is a holiday and stuffs. So.

The sad thing is: I missed my one and only chance to play for JHSE for syf. cos like, I'm sick. Since wednesday afternoon.

And until now, I'm still sick.I sorta regret going to eds night ytd, seems like my cough worsened. But I dont regret it. hmm.

Ok so wednesday I was sick and stuff. Then evangel and her mum were kind enough to drive me home :) thanks lots i love you :)

Then I kept waking up at night hoping I can get to go syf. Too bad, my body doesnt love me enough. Camped at the sofa doing practically nothing and playing abit of piano though nth doesnt really work out cos im too tired and weak and stuff.

Then that night, I puked like 4 times-.- oh god. The whole day i felt dizzy.

Friday was boring too, I tried to entertain myself by watching the Royal Wedding yadayada. Who am I kidding, obviously it wont work._. Its so boring, especially the first 2 hours cos like they arent even appearing yet, the couple. ahem. I almost fell asleep.

Then YESTERDAY, i was getting all excited and stuff, cos I'M FINALLY GETTING OUT OF THE HOUSE SINCE FOREVER. :D I was so giddy with excitement I couldnt walk for a while-.- but anw, I kept coughing and stuff. And i dont understand half of the dramas. Or whatever.

and hongmun dances quite well! hahaha hongmun im proud of you :)

and siying was emitting jealousy beside me cos junde and suli stared at each other. HAHAHA anw I love you suli! :)

and I GET TO SEE RACHEL. hehe that's the best really. then went home with michelle and huang cos they bluffed me: THEY CHEATED ME TO GO WITH THEM. hmph. I know you guys love me but STILLLL.

and now here I am paying the price for not staying at home ytd. I'm coughing like some really diseased cow. Therefore, my mum says she's going to wait until tmr to see whether i can go study date with viv theyall. sigh.

maybe i will skip school again on tues?? WTH HORROR.

dear god, I dont want to die young. Especially when I havent met Avril (ONLY EIGHT MORE DAYS!) and Key :(((((

anyway to end this post:

Congrates DHSSE on getting Gold in syf for both JH and SH!!!!!!!

I know it isnt what everyone wanted for and its disappointing, to me, all of us did our best (even though i didnt even go in the ned-.-) and it's over so let's not mope over it and instead work even harder for the next syf! DHSSE jiayou!!!!!!!!

and anw, this year's y3 and y4 se ppl have smth to strive for for the next 2 years:

first GWH for SHSE in history!

Fighting!

2011-04-24T18:19:00.002+08:00

give me one good reason why I shouldn't be afraid for syf.

HOW YOU TELL ME HOW. gwh is impossible man :/ not when everyone's attitude is like crap. Ok, maybe I'm not working hard enough. But 6-7 hours of prac everyday whenever possible. I bet only hiongsters like zhu can beat that.

And yeah my poor arms had taken price for my hard work. I could barely play my beloved piano yesterday. Sighh. HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO PLAY MY AWESOME PROKOFIEV SONATA LIKE THIS.

wah fck i suddenly dont feel like blogging. Should go on hiatus for like, until syf is over. Darn you.

pink fluffly unicorns. SERIOUSLY?

2011-04-20T22:47:00.002+08:00

everyone's going crazy and mad over apps.dhs.sg right nao.

and i'm here. cos. I ENTERED MY BELOVED HISTORY SUCCESSFULLY. HAHAHAHHA spammed calls with evangel just now, and talked to murong for 2 minutes. and im like in the middle of the empty house laughing my head off with evangel HAHAHAHAHHAHA.

it's been so long since I had a laugh over the phone. long = 3 years.

the failest thing = she managed to get herself signed up to two electives. THE ZAIEST PERSON EVERZXCZXCZXC.

HAHAA. i really really hope vivian gets in! would be hell without her ):

ok im gna change my blogskin cos this one sucks your nonexistant balls. hurrah.

ask me personally if you wanna know about the title. hehe!

blog more about this next time!

im not a god

2011-04-16T23:49:00.003+08:00

Seriously, so what if my piano is at diploma. Doesn't really make much of difference right?
Stop thinking that I'm some freaking god that doesn't need practice to be where I am today. Do you people know exactly HOW MUCH effort I put in to be able to be where I am today in terms of my piano playing. Im not some freaking piano prodigy because if I am I wouldn't even be here now. I would be somewhere in London or Leipzig or Austria or somewhere else other than HERE to give some bloody awesome solo piano concert. NO. Stop thinking I dont need practice now because...
>"Warhlaoeh your piano so zai, don't need practice also can play damn well one lorh, confirm full marks one lah!"
You tell me what kind of shit are you talking about. If I didn't practice, do you think I could play like this now? Stfu, seriously.

and seriously, I give up on trying to type in perfect english. My LA sucks big time. :/
and now on twitter, rachel is polluting our minds. HAHAHA

Now. I just read from a blog about this worldwide voting for the hotess korean men and the results below are the top 50:
1. Won Bin
2. Kang Dong Won
3. Hyun Bin
4. Jo In Sung
5. Gong Yoo
6. Go Soo
7. So Ji Sub
8. Nichkhun (2PM)♥
9. Song Joong Ki
10. Jung Woo Sung
11. Jang Dong Gun
12. Lee Seung Gi
13. Yoo Seung Ho
14. Kim Hyun Joong (SS501)
15. Lee Sun Gyun
16. Song Seung Hun
17. Chun Jung Myung
18. Park Hae Il
19. TOP (Big Bang)♥
20. Yoo Ah In
21. Jung Yong Hwa (CN Blue) unfortunately.....
THIS GUY CREEPED UP TO MY TOP 10 GUYS THANKS.♥
22. Cha Seung Won
23. Lee Min Ho ew omg. seriously?
24. Kim Nam Gil
25. Kim Bum ♥ yes i know this isnt kibum but still kimbum is DAMN shuai
26. Rain
27. Lee Jung Jin
28. Park Yoochun
29. Jang Geun Suk
30. Lee Ki Kwang (B2ST)
31. Choi Si Won (Super Junior)
32. Kim Jae Wook
33. Lee Byung Hun
34. Ji Hyun Woo
35. Jang Hyuk
36. Yoon Sang Hyun
49. Choi Minho THIS. SHOULD BE ~~ONEW~~, ~~JONGHYUN~~, KEY, ~~TAEMIN~~, ANYONE instead of minho. thanks.
38. Eric (Shinhwa)
39. Kwon Sang Woo
40. Cha Tae Hyun
41. Jo Kwon (2AM)♥ sexy like hell
42. Oh Ji Ho
43. Shin Ha Gyun
44. Yoo Ji Tae
45. Jung Jun Ho
46. Bae Yong Joon
47. Lee Jun Ki
48. Cha In Pyo
49. Hee Chuk (Super Junior)
50. Choi Min Soo

ok like whatever. im feeling damn depressed now for syf. and im damn stupid. You know why?
I practiced for 2 hours of violin just now. And i fucking didnt record it down for the se homework.
I'm one piece of a smartass.

카운트다운 (Countdown) - SHINee

2011-04-14T22:33:00.003+08:00

[온유] One, two, three, four!
I am fighting for you
너만을 지킬께
[종현] One, two, three, four!
I am fighting for love
영원히 널 사랑해

[온유] 가끔은 힘이들지만
절때 울음은 울지않아
[종현] 세상이 나를 속여도
절때 난 울지않아

[온유] 내겐 너만 있어, 내겐 너만 보여
오직 너만 내 가슴에 담아
[종현] 내겐 너만 있어, 내겐 너만 보여
오직 너만 내 삶속에 살아

[온유] One, two, three, four!
I am fighting for you
[태민] 너만을 지킬께
[종현] One, two, three, four!
I am fighting for love
[키] 영원히 널 사랑해

[태민] 가끔은 지쳐가지만
세상 끝까지 갈께
[키] 하루하루 나 숨쉬는건
Only you, only love

[All] Just hold me now
Just hold me now
Just hold me now
Just hold me now

[키] Uh, 오직 하나만 내 마음속에
넌 나의 심장. 나만의 여자.
It’s time to f, f, f, f, f, fight!
내 가슴속에 널 담아서 fly!

[민호] (bloody hell i dont know what happened to the lyrics here)

[키] (here too:()

[민호] (and here)

[태민] 내겐 너만 있어, 내겐 너만 보여
오직 너만 내 가슴에 담아
[종현] 내겐 너만 있어, 내겐 너만 보여
오직 너만 내 삶속에 살아

[온유] One, two, three, four!
I am fighting for you
너만을 지킬께
[종현] One, two, three, four!
I am fighting for love
영원히 널 사랑해

[온유] 세상이 크게 소리쳐
My dream so high
하늘에 소릴질러봐
My dream, your dream

[키] 또한번 크게 소리쳐
dream so high
또한번 힘껏 외쳐
My dream, your dream

[온유] 세상이 크게 소리쳐
My dream so high
하늘에 소릴질러봐
My dream, your dream

[All] Just hold me now

English Translation

[Onew] One, two, three, four!
I am fighting for you
I’ll only protect you
[Jonghyun] One, two, three, four!
I am fighting for love
I’ll love you forever

[Onew] Sometimes it’s hard
But I will never shed tears
[Jonghyun] Even when the world deceives me
I will never cry

[Onew] For me, there’s only you
For me, I can only see you
I only put you in my heart
[Jonghyun] For me, there’s only you
For me, I can only see you
Only you live in my life

[Onew] One, two, three, four!
I am fighting for you
[Taemin] I’ll only protect you
[Jonghyun] One, two, three, four!
I am fighting for love
[Key] I’ll love you forever

[Taemin] Sometimes it’s tiring
But I’ll go to the end of the world
>[Key] Why I breathe day by day Only you, only love

[All] Just hold me now
Just hold me now
Just hold me now
Just hold me now

[Key] Uh, only one in my mind
You’re my heart, my only girl
It’s time to f, f, f, f, f, fight!
I’ll put you in my heart and fly!

[Minho] (like i said, no i dno what happened)

[Key] (and here! sighhh me key :(((()

[Minho] (idrc minho)

[Taemin] For me, there’s only you
For me, I can only see you
I only put you in my heart
[Jonghyun] For me, there’s only you
For me, I can only see you
Only you live in my life

[Onew] One, two, three, four!
I am fighting for you
I’ll only protect you
[Jonghyun] One, two, three, four!
I am fighting for love
I’ll love you forever

[Onew] The world screams loudly
My dream so high
Scream at the sky
My dream, your dream

[Key] Scream loudly again
My dream so high
Shout it hard again
My dream, your dream

[Onew] The world screams loudly
My dream so high
Scream at the sky
My dream, your dream

[All] Just hold me now

ok like i said, life sucks. didnt really approve the word fml last time. now i ttly know. It totally describes my freaking life im living now.
FML.

anw the lyrics above related to syf! im putting the song there soon :)

Obsession

2011-04-11T21:52:00.002+08:00

sometimes, i really wonder if you really treat me as a friend.
yeah i understand that we just met this year and stuffs, and yeah we're always together and blah. But i think we aren't really close. lol. as in we don't really try to get to know each other better? and you don't seem to treat me as a friend or whatsoever. ok just saying.
had quite some fun today :) assembly is funny today. im not going to talk about it cos evangel is so bloody gross and sick i can't believe im actually friends with her. HAHAHHAR.
talking about evangel, during math. she did this epic thing.
and im so sorry non-dhs ppl im not going to tell you about anything cos i know you come only when you're bored. which is like practically everyday. from whatever you told me-.-
HAHAHAHAHA no im kidding. As much as i dont really miss primary sch life, i miss primary school friends! ahhhhh, so long never meet up already..
se was quite fun. cos after experiencing one day in se without my third left finger, i feel total pain and emptiness. maybe more cos im damn afraid i cant play my piano anymore. sighhh. i cant believe how time changes so fast. jnust 4 years ago i cant be bothered much. now, piano is like, my whole life. seriously, i dont know how i can live without it.
i wonder what my life will be now without it 0.o
and anw, cos some gay didnt come to school today, i went home almost lonely :( luckily it rained, and there was a paedomonkey(zhang yuchong) and weirdorangebloopie(zhangyufei) to sit me to aljunied mrt on 158.
i cant believe Y3se was so bonded last year, ~~look at the pathetic state we're in now~~ now its not as bonded. sighhh.
anw back to the point. zhangyc zhangyf and i gossiped like some crazy bitches. HAHHAHAHAHAHHA. for the first time in like months (maybe since the year started) i feel like last year, when we're all so bonded. Haizzz. seriously what happened to all of us :( hahahhaha zhangyc and zhangyf is the best combo to making you smile :)

Obsession - SHINee: Lucifer

My hands tremble more
I'll lose my focus shortly
Why my broken legs standing here
I can't even remember
I become scared
Where are you, who was laughing until just now.

Why
Have fun noises left me? You're far away
Why
Is it getting dim?
These scars are like shackles

Curse me, curse me for letting go
My collasped heart is screaming
Don't throw me away, don't leave me alone
Want you, I want you like crazy
Your lips that left me shouldn't love
Don't love me, I threw you away.

All I wanted was simply to give you an endless love
I had no idea that more execessive love would stangle you
Those days when I was torn from my wounded heart
A love that lost its ways,I fill up with tears

Why
Is it that I still bring out sad hellos?
Why
Just until today, don't push me away

I hope that you'll catch on
That I'm a different you
I even embrace your
Nightmare from last night
Don't let go of my hand

Your side, your side that has become cold
Don't leave me, my torn heart
Don't become even further away
Although I'm holding your hand
Remember, end it, I can't forget you
I won't forget my pain of being thrown away
I can't forget it, you gave it to me

Even the reason I love became a sin
The deep wounds slowly
Burnt up and turned to ash
But to forget will be more painful than to lose it
As I kill my breath, I'm going to die
From the agony of goodbye
Bring it back (to that moment)

Don't throw me away.

leejinki, kimjonghyun, kimkibum, choiminho, leetaemin, shinee!
fighting~~~~~~ !!

im obsessed with key. AGAIN. omgosh... *chuixiansanchi* hohoho.
key i love you!!!!!!:)

nightmare, or dream?

2011-04-10T18:45:00.002+08:00

Dont you wonder, really?? I think about it all the time.
Yeah like many of you dont give bullshit about the things happening around you, you're just happy-go-lucky. Like you feel like shit when your day goes so bad, and you are in heaven just when there seems to be more happy things around you than the other normal ones. But no, my life is not like that whether you like it or not, cos im not going to sit around and mourn about things that has happened and whatsoever. You choose who you are in life, not the other way round.
Sometimes, there is no vice versa in life.
Live with it. Seriously.

19 days :(

2011-04-08T22:15:00.002+08:00

you know what.
i got A for napfa 2.4. HAAHAHAHHAAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA. 14 minutes 16 seconds. IN YOU FACE. especially kester who ran slower than me. epic fail loser.
just saying ._.
i feel damn shitty and sick now. sighhhh. i injured my third left hand finger ytd ytd night. now i cant play my violin + piano. and syf is like in 19 days, and piano nafa masterclass is TMR, and piano mep masterclass is next wednesday, and like mep practical is like, next next next next week. ok that's quite long but, everyday counts! practice makes perfect. i hope i get at least an A for tmr's masterclass. and hopefully A+ for overall of mep.
soooooo, im using my (unfortunately) wasted time hard-core-mugging. I just revised half of my physics waves, for this friday's waves test. oh holy waves rock f*** yeah :D
and i love functions. its soooo cool and awesome.
omg HAHHAHA i sound like some bitch now. but anw, i hope i can get my 3.6gpa for this semester. erm. just saying :P A+ for maths and physics and mep is my goal. top in class for maths too. RACHEL HO YOU WATCH OUT HAHHAHAHAH cos i know you want to be top in class for that too :D

cuteness overload

2011-04-05T17:04:00.004+08:00

and yes i was talking about rachel.

cute!!^

unlike the one below, of course.

arghhh. oh fag i should reeely reeeely practice now. i praced a bit, and now im slacking again. AAAAH i will practice once i finished this.

changed seating arrangement. im still sitting at my seat. but with a lew beside me. dankyouvehmuch.

went to do cip(project taiyo) for the japanese. got this generous young lady give us 200bucks leh!

viv was damn funny. i shall not say it :/ cos i think she may be pissed at me.

especially after i was late for like 20 minutes on sunday, and also ytd when i didnt hear the junan thing. SORRY MUMMY :(((

oh and we met some other ppl helping japan too :) there was this uncle who was epic ;)

and ya know ya know...

AVRIL LAVIGNE TICKETSSSSSSSSSSSS~~~~~~

LURVEEE

LURVE

LURVE MY ROW5 TICKETS. CAT 1 FTW!

K. cant wait for may9. SERIOUSLY!

You're so beautiful.

2011-03-30T17:26:00.005+08:00

Today's newspaper last wednesday:
heheh i cutted it out. Like i always do when i see newspaper articles of my stars. sigggh *starry-eyed*
avril rocks shit. sighhhh. wth is wrong with sistic? its making me all so queasy and nauseous and excited and fidgety all these days.

listening to another new song from her Goodbye Lullaby. Was crazy over this song 'I Love You' just one hour ago. Now im in love with another one. 'Wish You Were Here' is the best song. Everrrrrrrrr.

but i think that's what i always say when im crazy over some new song. Sighhhh.

then suddenly.....

i mean. oh.my.god. ORH-MAH-GAWRD.

SERIOUSLY!!!!!! FUCK YEAH!!!!! __ HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

IM SO HAPPY NOW IM ON CLOUD NINE. Tickets are selling tmr at 9am for online booking. Rachel(ho)'s mum is going to help us book tmr promptly at 9am so that we can get the tickets! I LOVE YOU AVRIL <3<3<3<3<3

I LOVE YOU SISTIC TOO. OMG I LOOOVVVVE RACHEL AND HUANG AND JUNJIE. HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAR.

finally took a pic with mich ever since we wanted to last sunday . HAHAHHA now my fringe is more screwed than ever :P

shhhhhhh dont tell michelle, but i think ~~she's quite preeeeetty~~. HARHAR.

oh hell avril i love you so much. Maybe i will turn lesbian for you. <3

2011-03-28T21:44:00.004+08:00

i lurrrve my blogsongs. it rocks shit.
and i decided to blog as long as im online everyday. hohoho :D
ok and this is random but i love 3C! HAHAHA 3C rocks :P
i should ttly sleep HAHAHA but im hyperventilating again. WAI ISNT AVRIL'S CONCERT OUT ON SISTIC YET! LIKE OMGOOOODNESS. but im spamming chantalwankk's wall on fb now. twitter rocks.
today especially during bp was EPIC. we did the game thingy. then jeremiah + joshua = epic. HAHAHHAA.
sian ttm. eds's syf is tmr! omgosh like how fast! and in like next next next week/next next week its my turn. no. se's turn. 2 WEEKS. omfg.
during se today i practiced like some siaozharborh. and im srsly damn mug:
5 times of each figure in rutter, and excluding the intro, there's like 9 figures. so meaning its like 5x9=45 figures. AHH. then I played it through for 5 times. AAAAHHH. then xinyan told me to play solo in open space. __ !!! HAHAHA and then i practiced again. for another 2 times. which means i played 45figures+8times of rutter. Im so awesome thankx i know. and yet.
YET.
zhuxinyuvgcabawkn doubted my practice. wah ~~knnbccb~~ i got improve k! HAHAHAHA oops sorry vulger :x
i know my blog is kinda boring nowadays without any pics. SIANN TTM. but my mama's home. and i cant spam my darling's picture like i've wanted to do since idnowhen. he's so bloody hot man. sometimes i think whether i regret giving up shinee's solo concert to see avril's. but then again. avril=mygirfriendforlife, shinee=kpopbandfor???
butbutbut key=darlingforlife. so HOWWWW. wahkao i hate bob+junjie+chantal tyvm.
WHERE THE HELL IS AVRIL'S SPOT ON SISTIC. WHERE THE HELL IS MY TICKET.
i decided i shall spam my love the next time im here :P

selena gomez - my idol of the week

2011-03-27T18:47:00.005+08:00

Who Says - Selena Gomez

I wouldn't want to be anybody else.

You made me insecure
Told me I wasn't good enough
But who are you to judge
When you're a diamond in the rough
I'm sure you got some things
You'd like to change about yourself
But when it comes to me
I wouldn't want to be anybody else

Na na na na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na na na na

I'm no beauty queen
I'm just beautiful me

Na na na na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na na na na

You've got every right
To a beautiful life
C'mon

[Chorus]Who says
Who says you're not perfect
Who says you're not worth it
Who says you're the only one that's hurting
Trust me
That's the price of beauty
Who says you're not pretty
Who says you're not beautiful
Who says

It's such a funny thing
How nothing's funny when it's you
You tell 'em what you mean
But they keep whiting out the truth

It's like a work of art
That never gets to see the light
Keep you beneath the stars
Won't let you touch the sky

Na na na na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na na na na

I'm no beauty queen
I'm just beautiful me

Na na na na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na na na na

You've got every right
To a beautiful life
C'mon

[Chorus]

Who says you're not start potential
Who says you're not presidential
Who says you can't be in movies
Listen to me, listen to me Who says you don't pass the test
Who says you can't be the best
Who said, who said
Won't you tell me who said that
Yeah, who said

[chorus]

Source: [link]

I cant help but blog again. Selena Gomez,19, is indefinitely talented. Song is in my playlist!!-->; she's pretttttyyy too :P

2011-03-27T16:14:00.003+08:00

I. AM. ~~FUCKING.~~ GOING. TO. AVRIL. LAVIGNE'S. CONCERT.
OH-MY-GOD. hahahahahahahhaa! im damn hyper now. even though there's a lot of homework and stuffs and tests and even though we seem to see crappy teachers everyday, i've been floating about ever since... let's see. Friday night. Cos rebecca blacks is the awesome. fun fun fun!!!
and NO NO NOOOO. omgard. its like some freaking dream.
IM GOING AVRIL'S CONCERT. 1000000and1 things to be hyper about for the month:
1. IM GOING TO AVRIL'S CONCERT.
2. IM GOING TO AVRIL'S CONCERT.
10000001. IM GOING TO AVRIL'S CONCERT. ok omg that's lame. thanks. but i mean, im sacrificing my savings for shinee's concert for this. And this is like ugabugamega huge news for ppl who knows im all crazy for key and kpop. but but but. I've waited for shinee's concert for like 6 months only. and avril?? TWO BLOODY YEARS. and like fck yeah she's coming now and idc i must go xD I REALLY HOPE RACHEL HELPS ME TO GET THE TIX AND ME AND HER AND HUANG AND JUNJIE CAN GO HYPER TGT :X
I LOVE AVRIL.
hahahaha. ok i've been crazy over her songs and epop :P must take a break from the koreans. or i will die from suffocation. HAHAHA. but anw, there's other reasons why im floating about:
1. avril
2. xinyan said i improved. well, i think that's better than her not saying anything about me anyway. i dno if xinyu still comes my blog or stalks me, cos no i dont know who comes to my blog but a lot more ppl have come this year everyday than last year, so i suspect random ppl comes and go. and comes back like every hour later even though my blog is so freaking on hiatus. aargh. but anw, if xinyu sees this idrc cos im just speaking my mind. No offence xinyu i know you want to be like V1 section leader and whatever. I think there's about 50-50 percent chance you can get it, so why not cherish your time in V2s while you coach the juniors. Ok maybe it isnt really fair that im talking about this about you cos i never took the juniors to teach them before except that rare occasion on friday with elsie, but cant you appreciate yourself as a role model in v2s. ok maybe not in the juniors' eyes, and yes i know they can be a pain in the ass, but please think about the others. ok fine. i shall only say this once. sorry xinyu if you feel pissed at me or whatever.
3. mdm fang (my scary music sch'sprincipal + my piano cher) said today during lesson that i had an incredibly huge improvement. then whenever we had lesson or her with any other students she usually so enthu she screams and shouts throughout the whole lesson. Then just now the same thing happened and she screamed and shouted and then she quietened down and said to my mum "我跟你的女儿喊到没有声音是支得的。" oh fag then when we went home my mum was so touched she started recalling with me over lunch about how i started off my life with music blah blah. Then she told me about her feelings about last year in december when i almost gave up on piano. and this stupid emotional talk made me cry. i hate emotional talks. but sighhh. Heads up! This might mean that mdm fang is sending me over to the immersion trip this june to somewhere in europe for competitions!! :P
ok that's about it for my whole week yada. last thing.
i hope i pass physics test.
oh and last last last thing.
i love avril.

2011-03-14T21:56:00.005+08:00

it's the holidays baby! i mean, like, FUCK YEAH.
whatever. i gave up on being non-vulgar for like, the rest of my life. My life revolves around vulgarities. Whatever all of you losers say. HAHA.
and i mean like IN YOUR FACE PEOPLE. i finished like 8 of my homework. 8. in like, 3 days. i repeat, in your face :D
ok whatever im dying from boredom. going online is getting boring.
AND THERE'S SE TMR HOLY SHIT. i hate auditions for syf. cos i think im going to get kicked out real bad cos everyone's gonna see how much i deproved. so much for being v2 section leader, sighhh. xinyu's soooo getting that. or weiyang.
but anw, ITS HOLIDAYS. >.>
last week tuesday went to universal studios with murong vivian and evangel. oh yeah rollercoasters rock. and im still afraid of them-.- the whole story and pictures whatever shit is on murong's blog.
ok but anw, having a bad mood nowadays. except ytd lolol went bedok with siying to study tgt. she suck like always but anws, she took tons of unglams of herself and yes im going to put them up on fb for all to see so ppl without fbs are LOSERS. (aka jingxuan HAHAHA)
and i realy should get a twitter.

anw,

PRAY FOR JAPAN. shit you natural disasters. im sorry i cant control myself from being vulgar with you but wtf is your problem mother nature whatever shitzxc. we're going to die next year (not that i care about dying) but we're so young man! give me a chance to travel the world and be smart for once and let me see key. that's all that i wish for, is it really that tough??? :(

but anw, if im old enough i would volunteer to go help japan. even though there are radiations and whatever crap. i mean COME ON, japanese are people too. And verrry educated ones too. Did you guys see on the news, i mean when they were getting their rations and whatever they actually do it in an orderly manner without people asking them to. Comparing them with Singapore, if singapore meets a situation like them, kiasu people will definitely push forward and grab everything even when there are ppl to ask them to do it orderly.

Oh fag you tsunamis and earthquakes why cant you just destroy egypt (no offence intended) where they are protesting and killing each other off. Japan did so much for us, especially after WW2. i think they paid themselves twice over. Have some sympathy man.

But anw, it rained just now. so cloudy :(

Started on my book review! and im rereading hunger games(not for review), cos the movie is coming out may next year and its the awesomest series i've ever read in my whole life. Even stephanie meyers(author of twilight - not that i like the series-.-) and rick riordan(author of percy jackson series) said its one of the best books they've ever read.

and i dno if abby still comes to read my blog (she claims that she does), but well if you see this, i decided i dont mind if you get mockingjay or catching fire or hunger games for me as my last year birthday present-.- its over due for almost a year already bodoh!

and yes this is the awesome book im doing for my book review. it made me cry. and now im so sadded. :( you guys should read it if you love music like me. ok not really. HAHA

and i screwed my hair shit. se ppl shouldn't laugh at me tmr if they're wise - i will eat their heads off. :D

yayyy looking forward tmr even though its 11 hours of cca-.-

2011-03-07T22:06:00.003+08:00

omfg. im a sucker for hot guys.
i mean, IT WAS MY FT-BABY'S BIRTHDAY 5 DAYS AGO AND I DIDNT KNOW DDD: im sorry seunghyun baby i didnt mean it but i love you so much dont feel so sad even though you're not my ultimate bias i choose key and onew over you but BEING THIRD IS AWESOME TOO <3> (i sound like some bimbotic bitch-.- [evangel])

dear seunghyun, you're so cute :x

but anw HAHA. i just realised my family is DAMN fated with kpop's hawt guys. im still trying to find someone to link with my mum. But up till now its not very successful0.o but anw, my birthday is one day before taemin's birthday, and my dad's birthday is one day AFTER gdragon's birthday. COOL OR WHAT.

anw, i realised i didnt post any pictures of michellexhuangxiao's extremely belated present to me xD they gave me during chalet! and did i say im a sucker for cute kpop stuff too? :D

the awesome socks they gave. I love you guys lots even though we suan each other tt, (michelle :)

hehh. i feel damn bad to huang! cos i still havent give her last year's birthday present T.T but nvm, i willlllllll give you smth nice this yr it just makes up last year's! :D

sch's still boring, and we finally confirmed that we're having combine with guzheng for our concert. sucks to have murong AHHAHA jkjk. <3>

and anw today was horrifying. cos everyone who knew i did my jianbao. WAS SHOCKED. come on lah, im such a freaking mugger i cant help but slack but i still have mugger genes! ;)

ccelebrated march babies during PC last week :D

the cake is quite nice :)

murong's glam pic she told me not to upload. its SUUUPER glam i feel bad if i put the original pic up xD

im so lazy to post pics on caf. SIGGH. i shall do it next time ;P

whatthehell freaking idiots lah all of you. You all keep saying 'lets strive for gwhs!' then in the end also never do anything in your part right! like you shimin you keep saying need to respect mk when she teaching other sections then what did you do, you went to talk with the freaking IRRITATING juniors and laughed so loud practically everyone could hear. then wtf you all sucky juniors, you think what. you all complain complain about cca, then why join this cca in the first place lah! if yall hate the cca so much just quit and join some freaking uniform group lah! you so zai until you dc about syf right! still say what i hate se blahblahasdfghjkl. _l_ lah all of you! like seriously? then how about the other older people. yall say yall give up on se and gwhs already. so zai also right, go quit lah! since you joined this cca you're supposed to be dedicated and know what you're supposed to aim for in this cca. its SYF and its COMPETITION. surely yall dont want to lose face in front of other schools right? you want them to laugh in your face say what 'whoa dhsse 3 consecutive gwhs now suddenly got bronze (or better still nth??) then yall say you give up. FINE LAH. at least give it your best right? when you did your best you would feel good about yourself even if we didnt get gwhs. like srsly its your attitude that counts. WTH all of you are like letting know mk cos she's giving all her heart in trying to get us to improve and live up to the dhs standards. wth i know yall will think i very bitch when you read this but SERIOUSLY?! why do i give a freaking shit damn about this cca when it obviously has no hope. wtf if really no hope you think mk will try so hard meh! and obv i think our cca still have that bit of hope lah! Ok not just me, what about yuxin and the other ppl soooo motivated to help se improve? wth do yall know how we even feel now. do you guys even know my parents dont approve me of joining syf? like fuck you guys, cos my parents dont support me and im still so willing to get the best results for dhsse, when you guys have like everything you want like some spoilt ppl. and yeah whatever. after junior high im sooooo not giving a damn about you juniors. cos yall very smart mah. just now in se, still can insult me in the face in front of the whole room say what i bitch right. then the other ppl leh, still laugh. zai lah! you so smart you try to get gwhs yourself. cos when i get to sh, im not giving shit about yall. srsly. you can just self terminate yourself. fucking forget about life in se man. you dont even deserve to be in this cca, which means you selfish ppl should never have joined dhs in the first place. fuck off lah this isnt a place for ppl like you.

2011-03-04T22:13:00.002+08:00

im so not posting pictures today ._.
but anw ok, went home with abby ytd! and well the day before simply sucked. but anw this post is dedicated to my awesome friends who cheered me and helped me when im sad:(
Thanks junan, junde, siying, vivian, angelina, murong, evangel. you guys rock and i love you :D thanks for wednesday esp junan and junde YOU PEOPLE ARE SO NICE.

2011-03-02T21:56:00.002+08:00

fuck. my. life. SERIOUSLY. i think if anyone else lived the life i have now right, i dont think they can stand it. STRESS OVERLOAD. ):
CAF last friday! the front part was super duper boring i think i could have fell asleep if i knew chantal karman vanessa are performing after intermission. Hehhh but anw sijie danced quite well! LOL but i cant help but keep noticing that she's the shortest :/ no offence though! she's cool :)
Hehh then after the intermission it was super duper awesome. Vivian and her friends like asked me to shout Pong with them. But i was caught off guard myself HAHA. fail ttm :/
LOL but anw. They had like sunwukongs and dream monsters and whatever. XINYU DAMN CUTE OK! she's like 'I HAD ENOUGH I HAD ENOUGH' and she died ~~not very epicly~~.
then chantal karman vanessa and jiayi danced some ballet shit. I DAMN DISAPPOINTED SIOLS. i thought they were dancing gee :( but anw CHANTAL AND KARMAN DAMN ZAI AND CHIO TTM. chantal did this cartwheels thing. then everyone WOAHHHH-ed. ZAI LORH CHANTAL ZAI LORH.
then the ending are the dancers coming out. then chantal and vanessa inside also. AND CHANTAL WORE PINK. eeeeek. i shall stop talking about her. will upload the pics next time!
Saturday+Sunday:
had my 3rd theory lesson + piano lesson. MY THEORY EXAM IS LIKE. THIS COMING SATURDAY. FAG :(
and omfg i just realised i have like MEP WORKSHEET WTH ASS HOLE. i shall go mug now.
like i said, fml. srsly.

2011-02-19T23:18:00.006+08:00

[sunday post]
had piano lesson today! HAHAHA then i keep thinking about murong (oh please by honoured) cos she had chinese dance at nafa ytd evening. and in the morning today i was there. for six ~~fucking~~ hours. DAMN YOU. but anw whateverrrr.
HAHAHA went to eat macs with cuz wendy for dinner, cos our parents went to see babies -rolls eyes- but yeah whatever, we did kpop shopping!! <3

and i dont know WHYY, but some how she knows i like key. and bought me theseeee...
i mean like, omg? isnt he the hottest thing EVERRRRR. he's damn shuai ok! even rachel (ho) said that he is the shuaiest korean guy she had ever seen and all the others are simply: GAY.
HAHAHA but anw, on monday i think, got this bus accident at aljunied mrt station bus stop. the blue blue thing below is the glass. O_O

random much. cherly (loo) took pictures of the above^ too :) and below is evangel. im damn bored.

macs with wendy! got so much salt, cos she put one-.-

that's my irritating cuz. she's damn freaking errrrrr. cos she got flu THEN STILL DRINK COLD DRINKS YOU KNOW WTH? and anw, that tissue. had her nose germs. GROSS TTM.

i love fries and nuggets.

she ask me the math pro to teach her maths. cos im too pro for her (:

i <3 green tea! that's mine xD

[edit 24 feb]

erm. there's too much to say i dont know where to start.

1. i f*cking hate my juniors.

2. i f*ucking hate justin.

i keep asking him to ask mdm ilyanna about the times then he's like why you want to magazine so much. wtf _l_ you lah! i know you damn rich lah, but im not ok. i subscribe obviously is want one right! 30+$$ isnt very little ok. i could have saved that money for god-knows-what. son of a bitch.

3. i f*cking hate tests.

4. i f*cking hate waking up damn early in the morning.

whatever. i actually made a record with saying the least number of f*ck words in like 4 days. i said it a total of 8 times. what a total achievement.

but errm, if you counted all the vulgar words here, i dont think it makes any difference.

and yaknow what. im starting to love chem. and chinese. WTF. i mean i dont like lsj, but i like chinese! omfg i told me parents, and they were jumping up and down with joy-.-

HAHAHA ytd i went home with rachel ho through circle line. and yaknow what. we waved at this small angmo kid in the baby wheelchair. then he look at us, blink blink blink, then started to wave back. then we were like SOOOOO CUTE. and then he took out his "too-too" and bleh-ed at us. omfg DAMN F*CKING CUTE CAN! xD

2011-02-16T22:03:00.010+08:00

hi. i think my life is shortened by like. 10 years. since this morning. i was so fucking tired i might die.
anw, been chiong practicing piano for like 3 weeks already. vivian calls me a piano addict. i cant deny it HAHAHA. but come on piano is srsly awesome. :D
abby's coming over next week to play my grand. hehehe cant wait! its been soooo long since i played piano with someone else. other than gay, that is.
anw, i got so bored on sunday practicing, i took pictures of my piano and scores. tskkk.

^ my grand. COOL RIGHT. i know xD
my new score. Fireworks by Debussy. Go listen to it. It's crazy. and it gets crazier below

did i mention octaves are a pain in the butt even though they are the best things i can play. in the piece. oh fuck you, debussy.

anw, monday was FRIENDSHIP/VALENTINE'S DAY!!! :D it was supposed to be one day only, but i guess they should make it into friendship week. I've got belated presents :)

Pencil+fan and card from Jiaying!!! :)

the awesome treble clef by Cheryl

Stickies by Regine!!!

Toblerone choco by yuru!!! hahaha i kinda miss her in mep. :( especially how we always make firdaus pissed. or whatever.

Choco by mou. im glad i didnt give her anything. SHE BEI PANNED ME D:

this pic's upside down. but i dont bother redoing it-.- cookies MADE by angelina+vivian!!! my nu-er + mum! love you guys lots :)

m&ms+a not-very-nice note by siying!!! wth key will ALWAYS be > than minho. get over it, noob!

awesome cookies MADE by jonit!! hehhhh, i love you lots toot xD

this is ttly random....

nah, its just to suan all of you party loners who have no presents nehnehnipooppooh. xD

then... 2nd day...

THE AWESOME KEY BADGE BY...

EVANGEL CHNG. HAHAHA! i love you much :) she gave me the goodies one day earlier than the rest. <3 im sooo touched.

card by yufei!!!

this is the back :)

she rock. cos she said SHINee and KEY rocks. hohoho. <3

toblerone choco again by murong+abby!!!! <3

third day...

stickies by XINYU ZHU. hi xinyu i know you dont really visit my blog but i love you lots lots lots future v2 section leader! maybe i can own you. and go to v1. and be their section leader.

errr. no. im just kidding. im not so zai :(

yupi sweets from michelle lim!!! she's nice today :)

and im nice too! actually have four, and i gave one to evangel. SEE IM SO NICE :)

i took another goodie baggie from evangel. stupid joshua took my skittles :( never give me present siah him, still dare take :(

randoms.

chng.

using her blackberry during class. naughty naughty.

chiong hw again horh!

she got her face painted. SHE DAMN SCARY!!! HER EYES O_O

why is gay so nuah.

during BP today. HAHAHHA

BP was super epic. cos today was actually bully-junde-day. then during BP, which is our last period, we full on bullied evangel xD and tmr is the international bully-evangel day. we decided to make it an annual thing.

tried to draw jessica. failed much, cos it turned out like tiffany. HAHAHA. i shall complete the drawing tmr. YAY.

i hoped i suaned all the epic losers who got nothing. HAHAHAHA. im so evil.

2011-02-12T23:27:00.002+08:00

hi. it's been so long since i blogged! and i didnt know siying visits my blog anw.
i realised i've been posting alot of pictures lately. hurrah, siyu :)

CO concert

murong at the start. she was damn awkward cos she didnt know how to signal the zheng ppl xD

credits to xinyu's awesome photography skills and jiaying's photos, and their ability to get right-in-front-of-murong seats.

murong looking at vivian me benjamin and zhiming and trying not to ~~laugh~~ smirk.

smirk is a nice word.

CNY celebrations

my nu-er! <3 walao why she use phone in class! I WILL CONFISCATE.

EVANGEL'S BLUR UNGLAM :( WHY SOOO BLUR.

chio ppl. of course lorh my nuer haha. but that left person. i dno what she doing HAHAHA

Random moments

Siying using my jianbao as reference. WTF siah she ALWAYS use my chinese hws as reference

-.-

Before MEP moments

that's gay. pretty obvious.

close up shot of gay. chionging mep hw. tsk tskkkk so naughty what happened to the one whole week without doing mep??!?!? huai xiao hai!

sitting down to do cos she too tired. must be cos of her height. :/

that thing im holding is so fucking cute. siying give one :)

and lydia got one too. AND SHE LOST HERS. I hope siying reads this.

and kills gay.

random again

LA montage presentation in com lab. murong and abby.

anw, school is fun.

evangel is irritating like hell. she sits in front of me. and is going to sit in front of me. for the whole of this semester.

@vivian,angelina,evangel:

I CANT FCUKING BELIEVE THAT !@#$%^&*zdASFVGKUWCHNLBGB!!!! omfg. buckets buckets buckets. AND *********************************

woah fuck i feel so irritated cos i cant write it down. cos ppl may xbgsckanwxo. lckdvvvxqblwcl. __

oh well. EVANGEL FINALLY AGREED TO GET MY FRIENDSHIP DAY PRESENT :D

and i shopped for michelle, karman, and jess's bday present just now. hoped they like it :)

2011-02-04T17:39:00.000+08:00

wtf happened to m blog posts-.- im fcking having a headache now-.-

happy chinese new year (:

2011-02-02T22:29:00.003+08:00

I hate school :(
and its NEW YEAR zomg i can sleep in!!! and WE GET ANGBAO. and the money im saving is for SHINEE'S SOLO CONCERT!! $.$
hahaha stayed back for cny deco for class ytd! (: it was a success (: i did the fishies!! (: they look SOOOO cute. i spent like 30 minutes only :P im so proud of you, hong siyu.

mirabel LOLLL. she tried to cover her face, but failed cos of my awesome camera skills :)

our deco at the back of the class! siying and mirabel and lydia did the words :/

anw, i wanted to upload the pic with siying in it! but i dno why cannot. blogger sucks just like this. then after that went home with lydia and jessica. wah i miss astranuts hell.

then today had reunion dinner! isnt very close to these cousins, the closer ones are at my mum's side. but anws, its fun all the same :) played monopoly deal then ate at 8.30pm++ WTF RIGHT. anw im damn full cos there's a LOT of things. im becoming fatter as days go by :(

my cousin's semi-detached house! its the one and only picture-.- cos i was too busy playing :x the girl at the side of the pic is my youngest cousin from my dad's side. she's like primary 3 now. and she's barely at my waist (her height).

ppl are becoming shorter and shorter nowadays-.-

anw, i really love 3c. i love evangel, angelina, vivian, murong, ~~abby~~. HAHA well i striked out her name cos i think even though we hang out much more now we're still the same as last time :/ but its a good thing, i guess (:

going co concert this sunday with vivian ben and zhiming (: quite excited for it!

and im falling in love with suju OMGOSH. they have the awesomest voices everrrr. *drools* i shall put songs on my blog. hoho!

oh and yes yes YES not to forget,

I CANT WAIT FOR 2ASTRA GATHERING!!!!! <3>

2011-01-30T19:26:00.003+08:00

IM SO HAPPY FOR THE FIRST TIME IN WEEKS,
I MIGHT ~~DIE~~ SCREAM MY ORGANS OUT FROM MY MOUTH.
OHMYGOODNESS THIS IS DRIVING ME NUTS NUTS NUUUUTS!!!

Im listening to Fucking Perfect by Pink, recommended by ~~Angelina~~ Joshelina. HAHAHA joshua and angelina are made for each other.
Oh come on, angelina you damn chio can! (: im not being sacarstic. idc if im the first person to mean it, its just true. HAHAHA.
friday's LA lesson was awesomeness. like 2hours or smth of computer free time which was supposed to be montage presentation. HAHAHA.
and i think my class is pretty darn awesome (: but i cant really help but thinking that if this was my sec1 class, and acting like how i've been 2 years ago, i would probably be some freakass loner now in my 3c-.-

ok back to my point. at the very start there^

SHINEE IS COMING TO SINGAPORE FOR SOLO CONCERT OMFG OMFG OMFFFGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
the first best news since start of 2011 (: it gets better :3 and i wont tell anyone: its a secret not to tell :x :)))

2011-01-22T22:51:00.002+08:00

wah damn fuck siah. i go arnd reading ppl's blogs (aka abby and murong) then wtfaggot? they made me super emo now-.-
abby was like reflecting on her life now blahblah then i went to lkj's blog, then i got super the pissed. i dno why lah, but one of the person inside her 'clique' now is my almost-~~bff~~ (sorry i dont use that word it sucks, reminds me of evil childhood memories-.-) and i like tell her almost everything.
then that bitch just goes around thinking she's so freaking popular and wtfck you bitch stop using ppl to get what you want lah! if you really want that thing, just fking use your own abilities to get it yourself lah! dont make other ppl do your dirty job lah ass-.-
sorry pmsing like wtf now-.-
then now, i go see ppl's fb. then im like 'wtf? why are these ppl so childish and lame-.-' fuck lah im not myself today. i guess i shouldnt complain lah, must be cos of my mood or smth, then everything i see today bushuang.

good thing there is huangxiao and her blog. lifted my spirits that teeny bit. or else i would have been worse now 0.o oh and chantal. her fb comments are really epic some times.
did i mention i went home with huang mich and huiyi ytd? ok nvm. ppl can read from their blogs for all i care.
wah fck i bet today bad mood is cos of history lecture lorh. wake up so early-.- then i practice piano until want die after that. then during lesson i keep yawning. fck. then shopped.
for first bloody time in my whole 2 years, i DESPISED SHOPPING.
fking awesome, not. shit you.

ps sorry for vulgar language hoho? i grew vulgar-er this year. must be cos of evangel._.
rawr. shall entertain myself with key. maybe can make me happier.

2011-01-16T11:40:00.007+08:00

on sunday, i was going to blog this post:

wah hell, im like some dead zombie.

there's soooo much homework i think i may as well just be some zombified pig and have like 1 brain cell. and im doing history project later. sorry ppl, im chionging jianbao there._.

seriously! how can year 3 life be so freaking horrible.

till now. i havent finished my jianbao. im awesome.

3c is awesome. (: i love evangel HAHAHA. and im sooo touched. rachel ho actually linked me xD she's my ~~new girlfriend~~ sucker hehehe (:

wahkao i srsly dno what to blog-.- no inspiration.

anws, still miss 2a lots! but 3c is pretty awesome too (: i cant wait for viv's birthday thing this sun. and I HAVEN BUY CHANTAL'S BDAY PRESENT. :x

wah shit i tell you as much as 3c is awesome, se is getting ~~suckier~~ weirder everytime. i dno bah, maybe cos its syf period? then i bushuang with everyone. especially regine please. i can pretty much say that she wont come my blog, but if jiaying comes, i really really hope she doesnt talk crap.

and i dno if vivian comes, cos i know she and regine quite close, then ...

today was fuuuun (: had chem, and i think for the first time in my life, i passed a chem test studying. xP hardcore mugging really works.

and pe ran 2 rounds(fortunately)!! and then FLOORBALL HOHOHOOOO. its the funnest thing since volleyball last year xD then what happened.____.

maths-.- eh hell huang got full marks for her first maths pop quiz. UNEXPECTED SIAH! MR WONG LEH HAHAHHA.

then physics. woah. i love physics more than ever xD

and cme. wakao. cme dunid to say anything. quote of the day, by sean lee:

"wo hen gao"

the irony (:

AND AND AND I FOUND MY GOALS OF THE YEAR:

1) get distinction for violin exam(i think im taking it)

2) get into finals of yamaha piano competition

3) top 5 for national piano competition

4) gpa of 3.8^

5) stay happy

6) meet shinee

HAHAHA. i think 6 is a bit ahem. my goal in life is to be able to make friends with at least one shinee member. lets see whether that works out :x

omgard. so cute right! especially the right one! D: i really want a puppy... hmmmm, but i will consider it when i have the ability and responsibility to take up one. i really have no time now-.-

i even forgot to water my plants. awesome, siyu.

oh ho. fb spamming with 2a ppl. (: astra ftw baby, cant wait for the cny gathering xD

im tired :( and mugless.

2011-01-09T18:25:00.002+08:00

oh fuck. i have moodswings.
Saturday:
it was damn tiring omfg. i hate fsf. srsly.
but anws i was supposed to wake at 5. then i woke at 5.30, and got out of the house at 5.35. i know im so zai no need to say. met up with lydia jingxuan jiaying went sch tgt. and i cannot open my eyes.
and for the rest of the day in school, im pissed. dont even ask me. im like still pissed._.
wtf can. if you just keep irritating me, im just like going to explode soon ok. i mean wtf? i was never trying to get close to you in the first place, and now you come following me everywhere, dawg. omgosh i really cant believe my dirty words whatsoever, but srsly, who are you trying to kid, and what are you trying to pull off?
but ok anws, jx tried to talk me out of it in that jingxuanish way of hers. hahaha jx thanks lots i love you (:
Monday~Today(:
3C is awesome ttm hoho! i love you angelina vivian evangel ~~abby~~ murong. hoho. monday i dno what happened. but i rmb cca we played rutter.
then tuesday was damn fucking awesome, cos had my first outofschool lunch with the 3C girls (usual + siying and mirabel) at macs. then they gossiped alot. and i feel weird with this group of gossipy girls HAHAHA. i rmb when i was with 2a ppl they gossip i never gossip they also no problem, cos i think we too used to each other le (:
oh and that day tuesday, we had pe. AND WE GROUP 1 (USUAL PPL) DID 70 PUSHUPS. oh godammit pls. murong's blog was like "My shoulder and stomach is like hurting along with vivian chew and hong siyu from doing 70 woman pushups."
well apparently, she never did pushups in her life before.
and well, went home with vivong and mirabel, tues.
today ahem. im damn tired. AND MY STOMACH HURTS SLIGHTLY FROM THE FUCKING PUSHUPS. aishhh. im trying hard to mug. other ppl are doing so well, so why cant i.

evangel is like some ass stalker HAHA she stalks EVERYONE and EVERYONE and EVERYONE except me which is making me ~~pissed~~. but HAHA im fine with it cos i stalk the same ppl as her :> and not to mention, she's like some suuuuuuper dduuuuuuper meeeean and eeeevil person. srsly, the most horrible things comes out of her mouth. i guess its some kind of natural talent.

LIKE ME. my natural talent is, im nice. suuuuper duuuuper exxxxtremely nice. :>

and i thought i might like chinese this year. i guess it didnt work out when the stuuuupid cher shouted at me for 'flying' to the back of the class. ABBY AND EVANGEL AND ANGELINA D:
so anw, 3charizard ftw? whats with the china and communist and what? CONFUSED??? hahaha najeeb's view of class names are weird. Confucious. SERIOUSLY._.

oh well. its time to say smth about 2A. hoho. i've been meeting chantal everyday. i dont think i can meet her tmr though?? unless im not lazy until i can get motivation to get up early and go school mug. i really need to be super hardcore now :D
oh and Chantal. Stepped. On. A. Butterfly. Today. EWWWWWWWWWWWW.
and 2A, i missssss you ppl alot. SERIOUSLY. i know i dont eat with yall blah blah but its the feelings and thought that counts, RIGHT? haiiz. i dno lahhh, but i love all of you lots xx

2011-01-06T18:42:00.002+08:00

im starting to like 3c. hohoho. i think we're pretttty awesome, compared to other classes? (:
anws, i should change blogskin. its getting old to me. im not really kpopish right now (:
ytd was the funnest day of the year so far (like of course lah 6 days into 2011 only) even though the front part was daaaamn hot and crazy:/ but after that, went for lunch with astra girls aka mich huang hongmun huiyi siyun chantal jess tsepuay and neh. i miss astra lots ;(
im eating crackers, and apparently the side of it was so crunchy and edgy it became sharp and cutted the inside of my mouth :(
ok today started lessons le. walao i bloooody miss mr wong like siao. our maths teacher is so freaking boring please:( LA cher mdm ilyana is awesome ttm. and physics that mr lee wei keong i not sure yet. BUT HE'S THE ONLY CHER TO GIVE US HIS NUMBER HOHOHO.
mr najeep is awesome ttm too. Hahaha he was like:

"There's only 3 female artistes that I like. One, Lady Gaga. Two, Katy Perry.- and i have their posters all around my room - and last but not least, Justin Bieber."

HAHAHA he's epic much (:
since im bored i shall say smth about one of my classmates:

Angelina Koh: My aim in life, is to marry Justin Bieber.

GOSH! retarded ttm :3

2011-01-05T17:01:00.002+08:00

hehhhh. im not blogging about today. except that

i turned bloody black. Sucks ttm please :<

and anw i was laughing over neh's blog like HAHAHA. so long never go, yet still existent, and still so freakingly hilarious. link here HAHAHA not like michelle's i know. her new year resolutions suck ttm :>

okie soooooo. yeah. lessons start tmr. I HAVE LA MATHS PHYSICS AND HISTORY AND HELL. i hope there's no mep. thankgod.

2011-01-04T18:46:00.003+08:00

school was blah.
i think im dying. my eyes cant open now-.- im toooooo sleepy.
WALAO WHY TMR MUST BUILD SANDCASTLE. the weather so hot :( then i have to wake up early? oh bloody hell i hope it rains :/
i wont blog about what happened during dec. a brief summary:
-Busking with ppl and appearing on the days we were not supposed to come
-SE chalet
-Ear piercings.

oh damn walao the piercing DAMN PAIN CAN. dno how shinyi can ren shou one-.- but then, this coming from a girl who fell down and scratched herself until she bled so much with mud all over her wounds and does not look in pain, its not surprising >:

then right,
AVRIL'S NEW SINGLE WHAT THE HELL.
gosh its like the best damn thing ever. after key. :>

today first day of school. wtf i was so damn scared ytd night for i dno what reason. then i couldnt sleep until i dno when. then today wake up actually damn jingshen one. then i reached school and started going crazy with ppl. LOL.
you know when i met up with abby in the hall, siying was like beside me. and abby and me started screaming or smth, and i think siying was thinking,
"Wth these are my classmates?"
ok whatever i dont really care.
but i feel proud of myself. usually first day of school with new ppl i dont talk one. AHHAHA today i talked to almost all the girls. wait. i think like, 7 girls, excluding me and abby, which is like OMFG 70% OF THE GIRLS. GOSHHH SIYU YOU'RE LIKE SOME GENIUS :>
ok then right, we did some class identity thing. WTF our class is called 3CHARIZARD. oh gawrrrd. the cheer was like pokemon theme song. more omg. our slogan is charizard gotta catch them all. can faint already lahh.
then BREAK WITH 2A GIRLS - KARMAN HUANGXIAO MICH HUIYI SULI JESS CHANTAL - LIKE OMGOOOOOSH I MISS THEM MUCHIES. everyone ate korean. HOHOHOHO.
then ahem games???? after the briefing on sandcastle building. ohoh im so excited._.
the games was ??? and ???? i really dno what to say. then i dno what happened, ppl started calling me seeyou. wahh those ppl blind isit? cannot see the difference between my AWESOME name SIYU and the weird farewell saying SEEYOU??? HUH HUH HARRRRHHH?! xD
ok im fine with it._. but it became ~~seeyong~~ siong. i think. HAHAHA. then abby became ~~abugah~~ abugong-.- then murong is ngmurong fast fast become ngmiong?? HAHHA. and vivian became vivong.
i miss 2a :( but i think other ppl miss their class lots too. so i shall not complain.
went home with usual ppl like chantal suli jess xuechun and mou. (:

i decided i shall (try to) be happy in my class.
bye(:

ps im saddd~~ededededddddddddd~~ cos no one hiong kpop with me :(

2010-12-19T19:15:00.002+08:00

i shall continue with letter writings :D

Dear Lin Chin,

HELLLLOOOO. i duno what class you going to next year or whatever blah blah blah and i wont miss you. HAHAHAHHAHAHA. cos we can still talk on msn like we always do. HAHAAHAHA. Its fun fan-girling/guying with you over SHINee <3 HAHAHAHAHAAHAHHAHAHAHA
lastly, about your letter: jongkey rocks. jonghyun rocks. KEY ROCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKS :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
aiyo i duno what to say already lah. but anw, sorry could find time to write this on paper zuo ji nian. HAHAHHAHAHAHA

Dear Jun Jie,

noob, im never going to tell you what h is. and i think neh forgot all about it soooooo :DDDD ok but anw. i will not miss you too :D cos its retarded playing msn games with you stinky fertiliser. cos i always lose to you. then i win you you also not happy. PSHHHHHH. Ok but anw, i hope next year i can still cope maths answers from you and you still go crazy over avril. Cos. im in love with her all over again. HAHAHAHAH.

yayyyy i love key :D

2010-12-14T18:10:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ONEW:DDDDD
EVEN THOUGH I DONT LOVE YOU AS MUCH AS KEY<3<3<3<3<3 I STILL LOVE YOU MUCHSSSS :D
YAYYYYYYY

xinyi was epic today :D

2010-12-10T23:18:00.002+08:00

i decided i must post it here. MUST.

jingxuan: i shall follow my dream and be a bisexual
me: WHATTTTT.
jiaying: god can i dont know you you are freaking me out pls dont be a bisexual love boys only pls

HAHAHHAHAHAHAH.

jingxuan ahh jingxuan, if you continue to try to snatch my 2NE1 and my dear dara from me, who knows what else i will post on my blog... heh heh hehhhhh :P

2010-12-03T22:52:00.002+08:00

class chalet is like awesome ttm :D
day 1:
reached early at white sands mrt! hahahahha then me neh shinyi huang and jingwen sat mr teo's car to the chalet! then jingwen is a smart girl cos she sat in front and left me doomed in the hands of 2 fat pigs and one extremely fat one called neh. HAHAHHA. then i had to sit like with my whole back twisted shit. pshhhh.
then we arrived like WOOHOO~ fresh air from all the fat pigs in the car!! hahahhaa. then chantal was there already like yayyyy. plus jiarong and alan and i forgot who already! but ok anw, we went to wash our bloody feet AHAHHAHA it stinks and then went upstairs. then had this massive super duper huge mega pillow fight with chantal and jingwen. AHHAHAHHA. then we played twister?? then like the whole room almost exploded cos the guys crashed in also HAHAHHA. then we went down to watch the magic show on channel u. HAHAHHAHAH that liushijie guy won again. omgoshhh im sooo proud of him HAHAHHA. i like him the most on that show :)
then me chantal huang and xinyi? sat on the staircase? HAHAHHAHA then we wanted to play concentration. then xinyi is DAMN FAIL cos she keeps making up lame games for us to play AHAHHA. then like concentration was fail too hahahha cos we didnt play in the end cos we were interrupted by the guys moving down and up. then we went out to play, then we stoned for 5 sec hahahah then wanted to go back in. THEN we realised damn michelle and i dno who go locked us out siah!!! like wapiang please! HAHAHAHHAHAA we crazied abit then they FINALLYYYYY let us in._. goshh.
then i dno what happened, then me and hongmun and chantal and xuechun went upstairs to play charade using my phone's songs. HAHAHAH it was damn fail then we realised the guys (jerrold sean lew sean lee tobias) sitting on the floor like playing cards? THEN we realised, jerrold had this pillow under his arm, and like he's wearing only a tanktop? AHHAHAHAHHA. hongmun was grossed out much._.
then we went to sleep! huiyi mich hong chantal me and jingy slept on the bed! hahaha in that order. goshh we woke up at 2am after that, thinking it was damn early._.
day 2:
then like ppl started waking up, like those on the bed. then the bed ppl went down, cos the guys not exactly sleeping. then me chantal and hong went to watch deathbell on chunny's itouch. then after watching me jiarong huiyi linchin? and i dno who else hahahhaa started playing uno. then idled a bit? then we set off for the sunrise. then i walked with mich hahaahahah we talked about many things i think, like our presents! xD then like how gross the grass is cos it rained at night. then we sat there. and hong was like "the waves are so violent!" and im like " high tide?" then they dont believe lorh! In the end the water can be seen rising pleasssse._. then we decided not to wait cos we went there uber early. HAHAHAH then we tried the shortcut. then all the unlucky ppl in front called shinyi michelle huiyi bob neh were unlucky hahaha cos they walk in front of us then they walked in MUD LIKE EWWWWWW. hahaha then i almost banged into junegay cos he stopped so suddenly cos of the damn mud._. we walked one whole round back to chalet lorh! D: then washed at the swimming pool there. DAMN GROSS. ahhahaha.
then hahahah mich huiyi huang jingwen chunny hong chantal shinyi neh tsepuay xinyi and me played truth or dare. then the dares right is like wth? especially mine! like WALAOOOO. mine is the worst dare of all._. i had to walk down the steps and flip my hair like some xiaozharbo for every step with all the guys downstairs like WHAT. then yugin? jiarong and alan were on the stairs itself please! damn embarassing._. hahahah then xinyi played Oh! by snsd. HAHAHA thanks:D its like my favorite song of snsd (:
then after quite long me chantal huang and hong went to sleep again HAHAHHAHA. then i can hear the guys like complaining cos the room is "rightfully" theirs on day 2. HAHAHHA. then was woken up by suli jess and mou?? hahahahah. then i rmb i was groggy, then the first thing i did was hug suli? HAHAHAH. then i went down, then more and more ppl come._. then i sat at the stool emoing beside mich while she chionged her cards, staring at hong and huang dying at the corner while the others are playing twister DAMN HAPPILY._. all the overnight ppl very dead in the morning._.
then went to watch hui and xinyi play reversi at the steps. HAHAHAH xinyi is like fail ttm can! cos she can take 5 minutes to decide one move! HAHAHHA then actually me and mich were like "eh we play after you!" like damn early, then like 21490750 years later then they finish the game lorh!!! hahahahha then i play with her i think, then i won (: awesome i know hahahah. i got energized eating that 2 pieces of oreo hong provided and also playing reversi haha its my childhood game ok!
then i dno where i go, then i played with mou (: then like for the first 75% of the game, she was ttly owning me like the ratio of 25:1 i think HAHAA. then last minute i chiong ahhh! then i still won :D champion jiu shi champion worhhh. never lost to anyone other than my mum before (:
then what did we do? i dno hahhahah but i rmb playing a lot of card games with xinyi alan kaijing huang shinyi and siyun hahahaha. then i think i went up with kaijing to see karman chantal mou sean chunsan jingwen play monopoly. then i think i felt guilty for not doing anything hahahaha then went down to help cook lunch. then in the end only me suli eric hui mich yugin helped i think. then i keep throwing spaghetti at the window of the door, HAHAHHAH, to see whether its cooked. HAHHAHA ppl think its funny lorh, but it ttly worked can! in all your smelly faces :D
and in the end._. ppl went to eat outside lah. like ok lah our cooking sucks so why dont you try it for yourself._. so pro lah!
then at first ppl dun wan eat. then the spaghetti actually is cooked for the cooking ppl lorh cos we starving like dno what. hahahahh then i went in i ate only one pathetic small bowl that wasnt even filled. sigh at least im still alive. AND VERY FAT :(
hahahhaahha then me suli karman suli and neh? played cheat (: then i think we went to pasir ris park.
hahahah its very epic cos like when we reached th playground everyone was playing like small awesome kids :D then we spinned around on that ufo-like thing hahahahahhah then i got damn dizzy then when i was on solid sand i was like faaaaaaint @.@
then me and suli chionged to the webbie place therre hahahahha to climb up to the slide. YAYYYY and i was first :D then i tried sliding down lorh! then cannot cos my shorts the material dun like the slide:( so i practically walked down the thing HAHHAHAHA very scary cos my sandals were slippery ttm.
then we went to the flying fox. omgosh awesome much especially with jingwen pushing. HAHAHAH good thing i was like one of the first cos ppl were still attracted to the slides, and didnt spray me :) poor karman :(
hahaaahahah then ppl went to buy icecream, and me and suli mainly played the playground like crazy ppl with deprived childhood:D
then we all gathered to go the hill like thing:D my slippers like the hill and didnt slip:D then played around with its cardboard thing. HAHAHAH. then alan briefed us on the game. then is water bomb worhh :D
then we wanted alliance. but that didnt come.
anw went to the toilet. then the uncle is scary please._. i mean like when it rains like heavily or if there ever is going to be a tsunami the whole place will also be flooded like please!!! then our awesome group 3 had tons of waterbombs YAYYYY. then shinyi fell on mud. like omgosh i look at her wound also can feel the pain D: then when all of us helping shinyi cheer up this extra lady came with this extremely cute kitty of only 20+ days old. like omgosh DAMN CUTE CAN :D its like even smaller than jerrold's hands._. and it likes crawling between ppl's legs. HAHAHHA.
anw, the game was cancelled in the end. we had random waterbomb throwing :DDDDD
then i walked back with at first rach mich huiyi neh, then became me rach xinyi, then became me rach eric junjie, then become me and rach._. yes we walk extremely slow like i dno what hahahaahha but we got super scared cos both of us split up with the guys like just after the bicycle riding area with the super creepy guysO_O
hahahha then we went back all stinky. then i stayed there watching tv or smth i dno?! then suli came, and both of us went to shower at the swimming pool toilet :P then both of us hahhahahaha didnt bring shampoo and body bath or smth HAAHHAHA.but at least we are cleaner yayyy.
then i stayed inside watching tv and recieving love letters :D then i went out to see if i could help with barbequeing cos cooking is such an awesome thing :D then after a while they dunid me already :D then like sat with karman and kaijing. then i saw jolene at the chalet near ours._. walao im like beginning to hate her lah. and idrc if she really sees this cos if she's just going to ignore me cos there's better friends around her whenever im around im not really going to give a damn about her. as in ok lah that day maybe she didnt really see me, but like the few other times she just treat me like trash lah. like what i cant believe i used to be her "best friend" lah._. i never really believed that in the first place actually._.
ok anw stayed in and watched tv :D then ppl finished eating then we went in watch the class video. then movie! omgosh final destination was soooooooooooooo scary. as in like not the scary like omg-i-cant-sleep-for-that-night-anymore, but the like heart-pounding-moment thing HAHHAHA. i slept peacefully that night and ytd night. so no probs :D
and hahahha sorry karman and everyone who slept until their backs ached cos i coped too much space on the mattress :( hahahhahahaha if there's going to be a next time just kick me aside okayyy :D

this post so long le.___. and so late le.______. i shall go sleep and dream about key :) and continue tmr. yayyyyy

oh oh oh oh oh and thanks michelle and huang for the present!! :D its awesome much hahahaha. im going to wear it for almost every se day to show off my love for key YAYYY :D

2010-11-28T23:16:00.004+08:00

oh and i made another important discovery about my mother:

she said this ytd under her breath, but i heard:

"oh fuck"

HAHAHHAHAHAHHAH

2010-11-28T22:30:00.003+08:00

hi baby i decided that MAMA2010 sucks ttm. seriously.
during MAMA live halfway through i got bored and spammed sm stuff all the way. HAHAHAH i like s.m. The Ballad songs! The members vocals are godly :D
and i cant wait for class chalet! its going to be the most amazing(and its pink!! :D) thing ever. hahahahaha. but cannnot have too high expectation. later very disappointed.
hahahah talking to alan now. he watching MAMA on channel u. HAHAHHAHA he said MAMA and mediacorp cheated his feelings. HAHAHHAHA (Y)
and now. channel u. big bang's top gd and taeyang!!! GOSHHHHHHHHHHH. i think the hottest was GD though hahaha. taeyang was never my favorite, and top, well, his hair sucked. no offence. xDDD
okieeeeeeeee. i feel like sleeping all of a sudden O_O
and anw, i hope michelle keeps her word.
and anw, i hope i dont get kicked out of nafa cos im too lousy :(
and anw, i hope shinee comes back to sg soon!
and anw, i hope 2ne1 stops earning all those awards but still have awesome comebacks, cos 2am earns them too :(
and anw, i hate MAMA until the next time ._.
hahahahahhahahaha i realised i havent uploaded pictures on europe. HAHAHHHA cos my mum dno keep the camera where :( HAHHAHAHAAHHAH. and then. and then.
*yawwwwn*
if michelle doesnt blog on the reflection im going to hate her forever.
and i miss key's awesome rdd bangs HAHAHAHHAH. he looks hot in my msn dpssss :D

2010-11-25T14:52:00.003+08:00

im back yayyyy. this week a bit crazy hahahahhahahaha

Sunday:
went for mr iskandar's wedding! huang managed to convince me the night before to wear a dress. freaking regreted it. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA then during the wedding me suli rachel xuechun kept talking and talking and talking ahahahhahaha. about EVERYTHING. like suli's trip to yunan, my trip to europe, rachel's stuff, and lots and lots of things including gossiping YAYYYY. then went to rachel's house with mich karman huang huiyi xuechun jiarong linchin????? i think thats all LOLLL then karman's sister came later. walao i see her before then she dont recognise me -.- hahahahahha did puzzle pieces with huiyi while huang loner do the other one. hahahahhah then hacked into karman's account with mich: it was fun ttm. and then i think water or WHAT WAS IT??? maggi noodles??? HAHAHHAHAHA spilt on the floor._. but anws, spammed the piano for a bit. rachel's dog Oky very cute. but quite scary0.o then went to another room look through year book with huiyi and mich and gossiped on future classmates. :( im going to miss ppl.

monday:
went to watch harry potter with rachel :) omgosh deathly hallows is like AWESOME:D emma ftw!!!!!!! she's soooo chio :) ron looks damn normal LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL. harry is so nerdy. i look nerdy but its the new cool HHAHHAHAHAHA. does not apply to harry though :P

tuesday:
berlin philharmoniker with se!!! goshhhhh. the world's best orchestra jiu shi world's best orchestra mah!!!!! its the world's best thing after key. LOLLL. xinyu was going uber crazy over the viola section leader._. i think he's hair looks quite like taemin's, in a way. cos when taeminnie dance his hair will 'bounce', the viola section leader when he plays his hair(exact same color as taeminnie) will bounce too AHHAHAHAHAHAHA.

I finished cards for alll the 10ppl im going to write to! im still not very sure about huang, jess, xinyi, and nehh :(((((((((((( someone tell me :(
and i feel like changing blogskin????? but cant find anything that caught my eye yet. hmmm.
key rocks :)

2010-11-20T22:53:00.002+08:00

hi peeps im feeling so emo today. and im so lazy to upload europe photos!
anws, im excited for tmr's mr iskandar's wedding. like, so long never one class tgt le! :( too bad siyun in taiwan right :(
i had jet lag today SHTOOOOOOPID woke up at 1pm. still ok lah. my mum very noisy lorh!!! she dragged me out of bed with my leg. AAARGH i wanted to sleep :( soooo had "breakfast" at 1pm. its called brunch, but still._.
hahahahahha meeting mich huiyi and huang tmr at pasir ris mrt:D omgosh very long never talk to them alreadyDDDD: HAHAHAHHAHAHAH talked to mich and huang just now. wapiang they damn siaosiao one siahhh hahhahahahahhaha. im still not convinced huang is huang just now._.
i shall post next time on europe. im still trying to think whether i should write a card for huang. but after today... well... i decided i should no matter how short. HAHAHAHA cos last year she was one of my first friends i really talked to?? 0.o and she went home with me before awwwwwwww.
and i miss key and karman...
and michelle and rachel and hongmun and suli and huangxiao and i dunno who else. these are the ppl im thinking about at the moment. SHO EMO :(((( i visited ppl's blogs and I CANNOT WATCH KOREAN STUFF NOW COS MY MUM IS BEHIND ME LIKE NOOOOOOOOOOO. shall entertain myself through allkpop. yayyy allkpop ftw ppl :D
ilovekey and ilove2a:)

2010-11-09T16:44:00.002+08:00

i look damn weird now. with my screwed hair and my new specs HAHAHAHHA. i look like some malay._. no offense intended:D
i got nth much to say cos i think i forgot a lot of things. but i did a lot of chores today. and i have muscle ache. so suayyyy cos tmr going overseas le then like DDDD: all cos of badminton w jiaying lydia and jingxuan on sunday lah!! HAHAHHAHA.
my slurpee overflowed that day :(
and ytd went for cca then chionged to bugis within 45 minutes to get my specs then chionged to tampines to buy stuff then chionged to white sands to buy groceries for my dad (he's not going europe) so that he can survive 10-12 days, all these with a stupid heavy violin :( then actually badminton like no aches lah! then today become my back aches, then both of my forearms esp the right one is terribly in pain and my thighs are like WUHHHH.
so anw, hongmun is a freaking liar xD cos she always want to go out with me then in the end she sleep like pig then nvr go out siah! HAHAHAHAHA.
ok back to the letter writings. i dno if i should make a card for bob, cos i wasnt really close to her for this year. last yr quite ok lah cos she sit in front of me and we used to go home tgt haha. but should i? i didnt really talk to her at all HAHAHHAHA until the period during and after eoys:D i shall decide nxt time. sooooo next person:D

dear KaiJing,

HAHHAHAHAHAHAA hi tard i know you love me even though you i know i dont love you HAHAHHAHA no no nojk:D i wanted to write to you! but i dunno what to write cos this yr got no special memories D: and i think most of what we did tgt was last yr, and you know i got stm what!!! :( anw i hope you see this cos even though we spent i think less than 24 hours of this whole year together together like not just studying in class, but yeahhh thanks for being such a great friend to me especially last year! i will miss you even though you are super retarded :DDDDDDDDD HAHAHAHAHAHA. i know im awesome:D

2010-11-04T22:19:00.002+08:00

HAPPY T.O.P. DAY PPL :D
and HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAMANTHA!!! HAHAHHAHAA i've known you for 8 years already!! :D and 6 years same class as you worhh! i miss you soooo much you know HAHAHAHHA. we are awesome tgt, so lets stop comparing xDDD im just awesome like that:D i wrote in pink cos im awesome like shit and you know it :D
anw i miss 2a ppl already!! D: like a lot a lot. hongmun said i got the 2a fever really really bad. i guess she's right.
and i guess taking double science is alright. just work harder in yr 4. :D
and i changed my blogsongs, cos i think shinee ballads are awesome too:D especially the first song Arrow!! :D
that's why ppl should love shinee. Shinee is just awesome like that.
continuing with my letters of love! :D

dear Ailing,

hi, why are you so short?! xDDDDD HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA key is mine and jong is karmans, and i know you can never be with them cos you so short! OMGOSH epic suaning xDDD
anws, why do you have to be so freaking rich. i hate you DDDDDD:
hahhahahahaah but thanks for being an astraian!!! :D astraians are awesome no matter what :D and yep i will always rmb you as the register-number-5-girl-who-because-of-her-height-always-got-her-hair-in-register-number-6-girl's-face. PSHHHH. xDDDDD
once an astraian, always an astraian!!! :D

~key-is-mine-forever-and-always :D

2010-11-03T19:51:00.002+08:00

blogging again. and im bored at home. se was (Y), and key is <3 xDDDDDD

ok so im continuing with my message thing. this one is really going to be damn short0.o cos i dont really know this person._.

ok soooooo, anyone else who see my posts:D and realised i didnt write:D HAHAHAHHA look forward to class chalet:D muackzxc love you guys.

dear mouyashi,

HI:) key is awesomer than aaron in so many ways, cos key is so almighty:D aaron can do what. PSHHHHHHHHHHH. and aaron's gay, sho stop comparing key with aaron, cos key is out of his league like WHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAOOOOOOOOOO. :DDDD
ok so, thanks for being an astraian??? being part of astra is what makes everyone great:D
hahahahhahahahahahahahhahha. key is shuai. kamsahamnida~~

-keylover :D

2010-11-01T22:42:00.002+08:00

i decided to post all the well wishes of every friend of 2A on my blog till im done with everyone cos firstly, its environmentally friendly and doesnt kill trees, and im lazy!! xD

butttttttttt. if i didnt post yours, it probably just means that im writing yours in a card, cos you are so ttly awesome to me and i love you so very much. xD of course the rest i love also, but, ahem, you know.... key is my bestest love ever XD jkjk i love 2astra always :3

firstly: ABIGAIL CHIA

dear abuhgah,

i came to realise that i forgot what's your chinese name!!! I think its shuhui, HAHAHAHAA but it seems so old and gross for you._. anws, thanks for being such a great friend to me!!!!!!!!!!! rmb last year when we were totally so crazy over books and became BBBs like in an instant??? HAHAHHA i was really excited to find someone who is as crazy as books over me cos it doesnt make me looks like some nerdy retard xD but oh yeah, its cool getting to know you cos i got a lot of new books to read!!!! :D and also, the times we go crazy for not doing mep hw. like OH SHIT we bloody chiong them last minute, and that just shows how awesome we i am :) and your gross smelling-of-the-ass-of-the-dog-which-smells-like-deodorant is really funny and gross like shit!!! hahahhahahahaha. but anws, stay pro in music and piano, yeah! good luck in co and everything you do GOSHHHH. keep clanning!!!(even though i quitted itxD) and yehh, stay BBB always xD love you always! muackzxc

2010-10-30T22:17:00.001+08:00

omg? im damn bloody pissed. COS I MADE THIS SUPER AWESOME AND LONG POST ON WHAT HAPPENED TODAY!!!!!!!!! AND THEN MY INTERNET CONNECTION PROBLEM. THEN THE WHOLE OF MY ALMOST 1460157 WORD ESSAY IS GONE. LIKE GONE. SHIT YOU. IM NOT GOING TO POST ANYMORE!!! HMPH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok. im going to cut short everything about what i said just now. chopchop!
strangers talked to me alot nowadays:

ytd friday at nafa i was sitting at the couch doing theory hw. then this guy sat beside me. then i dao him:

him: what are you here for?

i looked around cos i didnt know he was talking to me.

him: yeah im talking to you.
me: ...
him: you here for dance?

i felt like smashing his face into that dick-looking icecream he's licking. its damn gross. but its cos im holding a THEORY PAPER for gods sake. he nvr saw music in his life?

me: piano
him: OOOOH.
me: ...
him: grade what?
me: diploma
him: WHOAAAA
me: ...
him: how old are you again?
me: sec2
him: WHOAAAAAA
me: ...
him: im only 18 this year and is at grade 8
me: -i gave him a 'sowhat?' face-
him: what sch are you frm again?
me: dhs
him: WHOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA smart.
me: ...
him: so you live near tampines?

WHATTT?! i know: no link. but i think he mixed up dhs for dss. like he thought dunman sec in tampines was dhs, and dhs in tr is dss. shit him.

me: yehh.
him: ?????
me: pasir ris
him: oooooh

i know i mono-ed alot, but comeon. what a dick. like his icecream. dickhead.

then today, before i went in for theory exam, cos its held at smu, so there are university students. this really reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaally chio girl (she's really chio! like naturally prettyyyyyy :) came and stood beside me at the sink and she gave me this uber huge and friendly smile. then i smiled back.

her: you here for theory exam?
me: yep!
her: omgosh goodluck!
me: thanks!
her: what grade?
me: 6
her: OOOH! i took until grade 5 cos its, like, the minimum grade required.., you know:D
me: yepp. i stopped learning for 3 years until now :D (actually its more than that, but yehhhh she dont need to know)
her: aahahhahahah! ok good luck!
me: -leaving- thanks!

she's such a nice pretty girl :D but i still cant believe i was friendly:D

today went to cut hair after exam! and damn shit:

me: layered
her: how short?
me: just a teeny weeny bit shorter
her: -ponders-
me: ...
her: how about an inch shorter?
me: ok

-ten minutes later-

her: -takes out mirror to mirror the back-ok???
me: O_O er.... ok... (when inside i was T_T)

horror dawned upon the world: she hacked off like at least 3 inches of my hair. like GOSHHH. i wanted to leave my hair long, and she destroyed everything.

but: i will take care of my hair. for key.

for key.
cos he is my love <3

2010-10-28T16:29:00.005+08:00

i dont mean to blog again today. but anyways, i have something to say, that might break karman's heart though. its a sad post:(
karman, i recommend you dont read on, but if you do... just dont.

i was watching SHINee mvs, and i felt different? then i was like staring at jong and key only and i was like "maybe im really really starting to like jong again" but then it didnt feel like last time when he and key was almost comparable.
then i fuckin realised what happened:

[HORROR] i think ~~i lost some respect for him~~ i just dont feel the same as last time when i looked at jong. i feel disappointed? as in like, i dont really did it on purpose, but ever since he officially said that he and sekyung are dating i think i just bloody lost that thing towards him. like you know? the feeling of "i think jong is shuai, its just such a sad thing i liked someone else, cos if that someone else isnt there, he might just be the one." you know?
yes lah i still love him but i think his fans just bloody downgraded themselves. a lot of shawol jong fans just 'dumped' him when he said he's dating. what kind of fans are they siah, not devoted say lah! dont blame it on jong? idols have a life too.
if key dates, well, i will be super duper duper angry and pissed and sad also lah! but its not like key is going to marry that person right! and i believe in soul mates, so if he found this person he really really like then i believe there's another one of those guys for me out there. But for now, whoever dates key will just die in my hands. ~~evil smile~~
but i dont think key will date soon. he's affected by jong's dating i think. DDDD: key cheer up, i love you :D
back to jong. i think i respected him more, or maybe its just me. cos of my bloody mood today then i feel this way? i dno gosh. he's still me top 5 favorite though. just saying.